..::mYsTiC LiFe::..

Another great day...

2008-10-21T23:54:00.002+08:00

aiyo, me today no work again lor but really no choice cos if i go work today then i wont be able to enjoy myself like just now with the company of William, Vincent & Dave already....

in the afternoon, I managed to fork out some time such that i can go over to NYP to collect my Diploma cert and also meet up with my gal, yuqing to get my gifts that my the other gal, joy had bought for me during her korea trip...after the collection of the cert and the gift, i then left the campus and went over to AMK to have my lunch before heading back home...actually suppose to meet up with one of my lecturer for lunch but cos i had to rush back and plus he had something busy so the meeting with him was canceled.

then after my lunch, took a bus down to La Salle cos had to help Dezmond return his student card to the school...hmm, luckily i had shalom to show me the way lor or else me sure lost my way over there one lor..Once i am done settling his things, i then left with shalom to the MacDonalds'over @ bugis village where he had some light
bites before me heading back home while he return back to sch.

me with my Diploma Cert :

back at home, i was busy preparing all my documents that will be needed for the interview @ NUH thiscoming thursday...it was almost coming to 6pm plus then i am finally done thus get down to burning 2 copies of the latest album of JJ Lin and Jay Zhou cos later passing it to vincent.

it was only around 8.10pm i then left my house and went down to bugis junction's Fish & Co. cos meeting william and vincent there for dinner...but the first thing after i reached that place was to go over to the bus-stop to pick up william whom had difficulty locating the place.

shortly then returned back to Fish & Co. with him where i intro him to vincent and vice versa.few minutes later, we all were done with the ordering of the food and guess wad? While waiting for our food to arrive, i had a sudden call from Dave asking where am I then the funny thing was I actually place a bet with him; that is if he is able to reach Fish & Co. within 10mins which is by 9.14pm he has to reach there on time, he will get a free dinner treat from me.

The food we had @ Fish & Co. :

I really couldn't believe he could be on time cos from Vivo to Bugis at least need 20-30mins if were to take cab lor so went ahead to start our dinner thinking he sure wont be able to make it but idiot lor, @ 9.10pm he really appeared right in front of us sia!!! I lost the bet lor...thus had to give them all the dinner treat then. After the meal @ Fish & Co. , we went over to Liang Seah Street where we had our favorite dessert over @ Ah Chew Dessert shop...all had a bowl of their favorite dessert except Vincent.Thereafter, we then left the place and walk over to Bugis Junction where William and Dave headed for the train while Vincent and I walked over to the carpark @ B1 where he parked his car cos he is sending me back home...before we all actually went on separate ways, i did request to take photos with the guys...first was with Vincent, then with William and last but not least with Dave. Thereafter then left with Vincent over to the carpark to fetch his vehicle where he drove me back home.

The photos we took @ Bugis Junction :

it was a short meetup but i had lotsa fun with them all...thanks to them for giving me a wonderful moment during these two days when i need not work...hugs to them all. :)

steamboat dinner @ Bugis

2008-10-20T23:01:00.001+08:00

haix, today no work again but i really cant take it liao cos have been working continuously without any off break thus now my whole body giving me signal to ask me to STOP working and give myself a break...

so there i am at home the whole of the afternoon going online to source for full-time permanent job and sending as many job application emails as much as i can cos I really cant stay in Kappa for long or else later enjoy working so much until dun wan to leave then i sure die one lor...

luckily my luck for the day was great cos later in the evening I already received an email from an recruitment agency asking me to go over to their office located off Peace Centre later at 5.30pm sharp for an interview for the position of Patient Service Associate @ NUH. Thanks that when i needed accompany, william is forever there for me just like the interview I had...luckily william came over to my place to look for me cos he is also off for the day thus pulled him along with me for the interview.

the interview took almost half an hour but the outcome will only be known probably later in the evening or the next day and cos it was still early so we both returned back to my place where I had myself prepared as later in the evening we are meeting Eiji and his friends for steamboat dinner @ "重庆火锅" located off Liang Seah Street.

actually my friend vincent wanted to meet me for dinner @ Fish & Co. but cos Eiji and his friends wanted to eat steamboat badly so i had no choice but to reject Vincent's invitation to Fish & Co. and promised i shall meet him tml for dinner over @ Fish & Co. then...

so there we all are at 重庆火锅 from 8.30pm and by the time we finished and left the place for home, it's already 10.30pm lor...see how long we had this steamboat dinner? Luckily it managed to satisfy all our expectations or else sure hear complains one lor...

The Steamboat we all had @ 重庆火锅 :

Good day...

2008-10-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

today went for work @ KAPPA but something surprises me was the sudden visit from William whom came to my work place to look for me...then waited for me to finish off work then we both went over to cineleisure to have our late dinner.

it was coming to almost 10pm when we finally settled the mini steamboat over @ cineleisure's KOUFU...thanks to William for his treat that I get to eat the yummy dessert he brought from his friend's dessert stall and the delicious mini steamboat tat was shared between me and him. actually suppose to have Eiji joining us in the dinner also but didnt know tat guy could have overslept until not able to meet us in town lor so thus only left william to come accompany me for dinner.

i am indeed hungry cos the whole day I had nothing but only the meal replacement shake and i m doing so cos i really hope to shed off some pounds but in the end went ahead for the dinner cos i didnt wanna torture myself until tat extreme...

luckily had william to accompany me lor cos recently all my friends are happily attached le, so happy with their love life until I am already forgotten by them liao except william whom is still there for me lor...

it was almost coming to 10.30pm when we both are finally done but we both did not head back home straight but went to take bus 65 down to Vivocity cos tat Eiji says he wanna go St. James to see the event - Calender 2009 over there. Since he wanted to go, so William and I decided to go there meet him cos the both of us not working tml also...haha

but in the end both william and I rushed to take the last train back home cos we heard from friends that the first 100 Free Entry has ended thus will need to pay if we were to go in to Powerhouse...we both didnt wanna pay for the entrance fee so decided to leave for home instead, leaving Eiji and his date to enjoy themselves...

The Yummy Dinner Treat from William :

Thanks to william...

I felt useless...

2008-10-16T20:23:00.004+08:00

Out of sudden, i felt myself so useless...nothing seems to be going right for me at this moment. Haiz, till now still not able to find myself a good permanent full-time job and went for a few interviews but all the response back was not successful which makes me really disappointed.

I am just like an empty shell...really useless lor. No career, no relationship, no friends...felt so lonely and devastated now lor. Luckily i have my sales job @ KAPPA or else I really dunno how to survive sia...worse of all next month a few friends' birthday coming up and need to prepare gifts for them lor which really gives me headache lor...now everything needs $$ sia. My outstanding hp bills that amount to almost $400, the $500 i still owe Dave and the cash needed to buy friend's birthday gifts...

Haiz, i really dunno what can i do to make my life better??? I think the motivation that keeps me going is these few phrases...

"老天把一扇门给关了，他会给你留一扇窗户的，只要我们身体健康，大脑还没有失去控制的话，我们相信上天不会让我们走上绝路的，相信自己，这只不过是时间而已，有了时间，我们可以从头再来，人活这一辈子，就是要向海水一样，有大起，就有大落，这样的人生才是活得精彩。一个平静的海面不会让人去更长时间的去欣赏它的澎湃。"

"不活在別人異樣裏，學習看重自己，自在快樂，擁有不放棄的心，不放棄自己，找方法面對問題”，
人生歷程中不也是要有這種胸懷，不如意時更不能放棄自己，又怎能輕易的放棄生命呢?"

I am hurt...

2008-10-12T04:24:00.000+08:00

After my work, went over to somerset tat area to meet up with william cos he is accompanying me back home to get myself changed and then later down to PLAY to club cos i want all my friends to accompany till i get myself drunk as my mood was really bad for today...

But didnt knew things start going unpleasant for me...when back at home I was getting myself prepared for my bath but didnt know i got myself locked out of my room and worse of all, my keys are all in there..tried to contact my mum n sis to ask if they place any spare keys outside but they said no. I then start to panic cos i need to be @ PLAY before 9.15pm in order to get free entry and it's already 9.05pm, how the hell am i going to be able to reach PLAY by 9.15pm sia???

In the end left with no choice but to go over to PLAY first to get the chop then later return back home to take my shower before going club lor...we both were really scared we will not be able to get the free chop so decided to take a cab down but didnt know there is CBD Charge of additional $3 lor...but we both chose to pay that amount rather then paying the $15 entrance fee to PLAY lor...

There we both are, being the first 2 whom got the free chop then after getting it I left the place and took bus 80 back home...thanks to shawn, i get to board the bus under bus concession lol. Back @ home, quckily took my shower but cos after doing so i m really hungry so decided to cook myself some instant noodles...all these while i was busy in the kitchen cooking so i couldnt hear my hp ringing so when i was about to leave to PLAY, i picked up my hp and saw alot of missed calls coming from Eiji, William, Shawn and Dave...

I called Dave back while waiting for cab...over the phone got scolded by him for not answering his call and make him feel like a fool doing nothing over at PLAY. The worse thing i got was when i finally reached there, wat he did was scolded me for not answering his call then the next moment told me he is leaving back for home...i was like WTF!!! If you wanna go home, tell me earlier then i would stay at home and not come down then.

But the hurting part was he left me just like that, just cos he is tired and needs to go home...where at that moment i needed him badly, he chose to leave. All i asked is him to stay and accompany me, to make me feel enjoyed such that i can forget the sad and hurt but in the end this is wad i get...i tried to make myself drunk but even after finishing the whole jug of Whisky Coke, i am still so fresh and alert. A few of my friends did offer me drink but still it cant get me drunk...in the end i left the place cos Eiji needs to accompany his date, william needs to find his happines thus i didnt wanna take up their time.

In the end, i walked all the way from PLAY to central that bus-stop to take NR7 back home...at tat moment, i almost cried out but had them controlled inside me cos i kept telling myself i gotta be strong but there I made a promise - NEVER TO CLUB UNLESS THERE IS SPECIAL OCCASIONS LIKE B'DAYS, as for Dave and the rest...I WANNA CUT ALL CONNECTIONS WITH THEM FROM THEN ON!!!

I am not trying to act "EMO" but this time I am really hurt...all i ask is them being there for me, to make me happy such that i can forget the pain and hurt I had but is it so difficult??? Whenever any one of them needed me, I give it all out but why is it that a simple request like cheering me up is so difficult to achieve???

MY HEART IS DEAD THIS TIME...THE CHEERFUL & JOVIAL ESTHER IS GONE FOREVER!!!

tired feet...

2008-10-10T23:46:00.006+08:00

I need a break lor...after standing for 8 hours without any rest over @ kappa today but glad that today there were things to keep me busy so time seems to pass much faster than the first day I reported for work.

Over @ Orchard Point OG, there was no crowd and the sales were really bad until i can easily remember what I sold each day lor...that poor sales and no crowd really got me affected cos time by then seems to pass very slow, like my hope for the clock to go 8.30pm sharp seems to be very difficult and somehow I low morale also liao cos there was nothing i could do but just stand there and chit-chat with other staff from other brands like Everlast, Converse and Giovern Kelvin...

My OG Pass :

I was really bored that i started finding unused papers and start scribbling around with the given stationery and it was only after my first break i was then abit busy cos had to start order stocks or else i am left with nothing to be sold already...

My Scribbles...

Time passes very fast today lor so soon came 8.30pm whereby i took my staff pass and head over to tap my card for signing out, then rushed to the locker room to get my stuffs and headed right to the exit to meet up with William. Then walked over to Centrepoint to meet Vincent cos we all going to have dinner together...but on our way to Far East, we actually saw Eiji whom was supposed to join us for dinner together but in the end did not cos he had to rushed down to City Hall to meet his date...tat guy ah, "重色輕友" the moment attached liao then dun wan friends le.

In the end I am left with vincent and william only, so the three of us head over to Far East where vincent needs to go there find a friend and once he is done, we all then went over to this restaurant - Sakura Cuisine where it serves Thai food there. So there we had Seafood Fried Rice, Tom Yam Fried Rice, Crab Meat Fried Rice together with 2 small dishes - Salad YouTiao and Fried Vegetables...very yummy and it only cost us $37 for all the above dishes but the 2 guys were complaining only mine sounds more worth it whereas their order is just like normal fried rice, unlike mine which still have a BIG prawn, many ingredients in it lol!!!

Yummy Food :

After we had our dinner, we went into Tangs to shop for awhile and do some window-shopping before going over to MacDonald's whereby Vincent treated me and William one McFlurry Ice-cream before leaving for home...it was a long day for me but glad to have william and vincent accompanying me to have dinner together...thanks to the both of them for the fun just now.

Interesting website...

2008-10-10T00:14:00.006+08:00

Haha, thanks to Hui Qin's intro - Photofunia which allows me to upload photos and add in different effects onto those photos making them look so funny and nice lor...This website which lets you add some nice effects to your photos and has more options then the sites mentioned above. The images should be not more than 500 KB in size and should be in jpeg, png or gif format.

I have tried uploading some photos and indeed they turned out really nice lor...

OMG...I am on the cover of a magazine!!!

Same for dezmond and dave, both on cover magazine too...

Over at another website - MagMyPic, i also found out a free site that allows users to upload photos and have them displayed on covers of different magazines...i am surprised the effect turned out great too. Dun believe, check them below.

Us on Magazine Cover :

OMG, i am beginning to love the above website that could do wonders to the photos i uploaded...

poor me...

2008-10-09T23:15:00.002+08:00

oh my god, really let my friend got it right lor for i almost had an epilepsy attack this morning sia but luckily after i took my shower i quickly popped myself a pill of the Lexotan to make myself go sleep else really got attack then i die liao...

that medicine is really powerful sia, just that one pill can make me sleep for hours cos it's almost coming to 2pm when i finally woke up but for sure i felt so much refreshed than just now lor. But dunno why...I seems even weaker after I woke up, not only felt my whole body burning but also feeling abit of pain in the throat. I think I am really sick this time liao, actually today supposed to report for work at Kappa Orchard Point but cos I am too weak so luckily before i took my medicine, i did send my supervisor a SMS telling him i m not able to go for work today...

it has been so long since i last fell sick lor so like for today, really felt very weak sia...to a point that i dun feel like doing anything or going out. In the end just stayed at home to take my rest..luckily few days ago took the HK drama - 法证先锋II from William so at least that can kill my boredom and in between also had William's sms to keep me entertain or else I sure will feel very sianz one lor...

haix, just hope this small illness will go away cos tml no matter what i have to return back to work liao if not i wouldnt be able to save the money to clear off the debt i owe Dave le...

sianz..

2008-10-08T23:57:00.003+08:00

in the morning went for another interview @ UOB Plaza, Raffles Place...this time round it is for the position of Associate Officer. The interviewer asked me quite a few questions but cos it is something which interests me so answering them is not a problem to me and after 15mins it ended and I was informed if I am being shortlisted I will be asked for the second interview.

by the time i finished the interview, it was only 10am plus so decided to go over to MacDonald's opposite to have my breakfast and on the other hand waiting for time to pass...then ard 12pm decided to leave the place cos wanna go over to Suntec Nokia Care Centre to pick up my nokia 6500slide which was sent in for repair few days ago.

Somehow i seems to like that phone already and the reason is cos on monday when i sent in the phone for repair, i actually did a backup of my messages, contacts, hp settings, etc onto my memory card cos esp those messages that means so much to me and was really a relief when the moment i try to restore the data back into the phone, everything still remains intact especially those SMSes which are still in there. I love my Nokia 6500 slide...

Once i took that phone then went back home to take some rest and then around 5 plus in the evening then met up with Dave & Wallace over @ Wisma Atria's FCUK to redeem the voucher that i had won during an event last week...but in the end didnt get to redeem the voucher cos it is not out yet so then left the place and went over to Tangs to see if I can find something suitable over there...

On our way, met Shawn whom was friend of Dave so had him to join us together in the shopping too and a coincidence he n wallace happen to be ex-sch mates lol...so there we all are @ FCUK Tangs and that idiot wallace make fun of me by saying something unpleasant which makes me felt so embrassed lor, not even they all laugh out loud even that staff was also laughing lor...i was like so embrassed by it sia.

Soon tat stupid wallace, leaving only Dave and Shawn with me...we all went over to Shu Umera whereby we stopped for awhile and chatted with my friend - Melissa. Actually it was really thoughtful of that gal to ask me join her for some chilling at some pubs but i had to reject her cos later i had to go for some briefing session so cant go with her else i guess it would be really fun lor. Our last stop was at Cathay and actually the guys wanted to bring me for yummy dinner @ this smal cafe - "ASTONS SPECIALITY" but cos the queue was very long and I had to rush off soon so in the end went over to PS's Kopitiam to have a simple dinner with them and then left them for my things thereafter...

The dining place we wanted to have dinner :

It was a nice day out with them all, with so much joy and fun having them around...

Sales Job...

2008-10-07T23:13:00.000+08:00

Haix, I think studying is still better than working lor...finally for now I am starting to feel regretted of why tat time I didnt put in more effort in my studies thus now have to work like hell. I have been searching for full-time permanent job since I graduated last month and had went to several job interviews for different posting but till now there isn't any reply from any of the companies yet which was getting on my nerves already...

But luckily my ex-boss from Kappa was good enough to offer me a temporary part-time sales position over @ OG Orchard Point's Kappa and even allowed me to quit anytime by chance if I had found myself a full-time job so there I am today @ Orchard Point OG working over at the Kappa counter there from 11.30am to 8.30pm..

The situation there was really bad as compared to my past working experiences in Bugis BHG, Albert OG and Takashimaya..not only were there crowds during peak hours, the sales there was really bad until it makes my working time passin by even slower than it should be..

It has been so long since I have worked as a sales assistant for that long hours lor...almost 8 hours in a day, luckily i still have that one hour break but for sure my poor legs were being tortured badly...hacing the need to stand at a fixed position with not much of movements actually stopped the blood from circulating normally thus the aching and the pain slowly came in...i was like, poor eSther!!!

My OG Staff Pass :

All i could do was hoping that 8.30pm faster reached such that I can go meet Eiji they all and luckily for today, it wasn't that bad cos around 6pm plus I had a small surprise from Dave whom happened to drop by Orchard Point so had him to chit-chat with me for almost an hour or so thus making time passes much faster..

The moment the clock strikes 8.30pm, i then quickly make my way to the cashier counter to punch in my card for my time out then make my way to the exit to make a second punch out then rushed over to the locker room to get my stuffs and rushed out of that "monster" place...to meet Vincent and William as the three of us is going to catch the 9.35pm movie - "Connected" aka "保持通话".

In the end Dave and his friend, Shawn came along and join us for the movie making 5 of us in total...not forgetting Alex with his clique watching the same movie as us too. Luckily the movie was great and best of all, I get to sit there and relax my tired feet else i wouldnt be enjoying myself in the movie already...it was almost coming to 12am when i finally reached my place. I was like wad a relif, glad that tml I dun have to report to Kappa cos I have a few interviews to attend..haha finally tml can get a good rest already..

The movie we all watched - Connected aka 保持通话 :

Long Day...

2008-10-06T23:30:00.005+08:00

In the afternoon I was over at the Police Headquarters located near Novena Square shopping mall for the interview of the position - Management Support Officer. But after I reached the place, I had difficulty making my way to the exact location where I am supposed to have my interview and this is also the first time I am feeling nervous during my interview...

Soon it was my turn but to my surprise I was told that the position I applied for is no longer available and what they have currently are 2 positions which is Accident Claims Officer and Collator, which is indeed something new to me...but the worse thing that frightens me was during the interview where I was being interviewed by 3 staff in total and i got so frightened that I almost had loss of words. The whole interview finally ended around 3pm whereby i took my leave and headed to the bus stop going back home cos later William coming over my place to do the dyeing of hair for me...

@ Police Headquarters :

Back at home, just when I was about to sit down to take my rest my door bell rang and William was just standing outside my house...so there i invited him into my house but the dyeing process finally started around 5pm plus cos the first hour was spent browsing through friendster and my photo album in my laptop...

The whole process took almost an hour plus and by then it finally completed, it was already coming to 6pm already so had dinner with william at my place since my mum had prepared dinner then around 8pm plus went down to PS to meet up with Vincent. Actually wanted to meet Eiji one but that "负心汉" got new date then dun wan friends liao...rather go watch the movie - "Connected" with his date also dun wan watch together with us whereby we actually promised to watch together one lor...so in the end me and William no choice but to wait for Vincent to finish work then maybe "jio" him go watch that movie.

But didn't know Vincent finished work so late thus the movie idea was being cancelled and in the end decided to meet up with Eiji and his "date", together with Vincent, William and me heading towards Rochor Soy Bean where we had some fried fritters, some egg-tarts and as usual our favorite - "豆花水" & "豆花" before heading back home respectively...it's indeed a long and tired day especially for both William and I and worse of all tml i will be going to work as sales assistant over @ OG Orchard Point @ Kappa, see how i die tml lor...

Our Favorite Fried Fritters :

A Day @ Sentosa

2008-10-05T22:36:00.006+08:00

Hmm, my K.L friend Eric will be going back tml so as I promised him yesterday during club that today i will meet him for a sun-tan over @ Sentosa so there we both arranged to meet up over at Harbour Front this afternoon around 12.30pm.

So there we both are @ the Kopitiam Food Court at the basement level of Vivocity having our lunch before going over to take the monorail to the Imbiah Station @ Sentosa. The pasta that he ordered was so big a portion lor until we both couldn't finish it sia...

The $6.90 Pasta so Worthwhile...

Once we had our lunch, we then take the monorail and stop over @ Imbiah Station...as for our idea of going sun-tan it was being called off and Eric suggested why not we go sight-seeing at Sentosa, take this chance to visit those places of attractions like Underwater World, Dolphin Lagoon, etc...

Us with the Sentosa Map :

So the first place we went is "The Merlion", where there is this statue of the merlion standing at a height of 37m high...but what attracts the both of us is this very nice mini waterfall beside the statue of the Merlion. Thereafter followed by "Images of Singapore"

@ The Merlion :

Our second place of attraction would be the "Sentosa Luge & Skyride"but both of us never thought of taking the Luge and in the end paid $10 each for go and return by the skytrain...that was indeed a nice challenging experience which allows the both of us to have a clear and magnificient view of the whole of Sentosa which was even better than the Singapore Flyer even though i had never taken the Singapore Flyer before...thanks to Eric for giving me this one-time experience.

@ The Sentosa Luge & Skyride :

Our third place of attraction is the "Underwater World" where each have to give an entrance fee of $22.90 which also includes entry to the "Dolphin Lagoon"...that was again my first time experience being able to see more than 2,500 fishes from 250 different species in that beautiful place...

@ The Underwater World :

Last but not least, our last place of attraction is the "Dolphin Lagoon" and luckily we both got in time for the last show of the Dolphin which is @ 5.30pm...This was again my "First Time" experience I had seeing such cute pink dolphins performing and I was surprised when I saw how smart they were when they respond to those staff there...

@ Dolphin Lagoon :

Thanks to Eric for giving me so many "First-Time" experience...this kind of experience is far much better than going for those club or shopping experience, it is really something very meaningful especially being able to see my favorite - Dolphins.

Our Candid Shots :

Carving of Eric & Esther on the beach :

Eric, thank you so much for giving me this memorable experience at the Sentosa...hope to see ya soon.

Tired....

2008-10-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

In the morning was being "digged out" of bed by my mum cos she insisted in bringing me to go with her to a place to offer some prayers...so no choice lor but to get myself prepared in 10mins and then off we are @ somewhere near Kovan MRT station for the "九皇大帝千秋" which is held there...

The moment I am done, I then quickly make my way to the bus-stop and took bus 80 back to bugis in which headed back home quickly cos i really cant take it any further liao...then once i reached my house, popped one pill of Lexotan and then go take my rest. This Lexotan pill is indeed strong and powerful lor, i only had one pill but it can make me really sleepy lor...such that i slept from 8am plus till late evening 7pm plus then i finally woke up but for sure I am 100% alert by then.

Then by evening time i tried to contact people like dave, eiji and the rest asking where are they and asking if they wanna go club later but before i got back any answers, i was being scolded by dave for putting him "aeroplane" in a way tat i promised to meet him in town in the afternoon but in the end kept him waited the whole of the afternoon over in town like a stupid fool but then i didnt turn up...

All i can do was to kept saying "sorry" to him asking for his forgiveness but seems it didnt work cos later in the evening when I met up with them all over at the club area, he didnt talk much to me and cos of the promise to him that i broke, he got so angry that he didnt wanna join us all in club and headed back home instead...thus over at club, it left only me, Eiji, William, Ivan & Eric there whereas our friend like Vincent whom was too tired to come and Dave whom was angry with me thus not coming...leaving only the few there.

In between the club, I was surprised to see some familiar faces like Boy & his group of friends...Dominic, Calvin Fong and glad i managed to take some pics with them before i left the place.

eSther with the gUys :

Cos the whole mood was spoilt, thus the night for us wasn't that enjoying either. Both William and I left the place pretty much early as compared to previous clubbing nitez...it was only 1am plus when we both made our way to the entrance lor, leaving Eric together with Ivan and Eiji still inside the club. Sorry that I had to leave Eric alone there again but tonight my mood was really bad and plus i am abit drunk too....hope he understands and not get angry with me. =)

HaPpy Moments Together

2008-10-03T23:54:00.003+08:00

As a promise made to our friend, Eric that we will sure bring him go club during his visit in Singapore so there we all are at PLAY tonight...stupid blurr me thought dave working tml night tat was why we made the decision of coming today but actually dave only needs to work on sunday morning lor. Luckily there is an event - Project M going in there so at least it can kill us a little of our boredness.

Thanks to Dave whom pushed me right to the stage to answer that question asked by the host, thus i won myself a $100 voucher from FCUK...soon the event ended and the place slowly starts to get "high". I was happy cos get to see friends whom haven't seen them for long...like Weili, Alex, Kenneth, etc...to me, photos is the best way of keeping those happy moments so there tat night besides dancing, all of us were busy camwhoring lol.

In between the party, I had a small surprise from a friend whom used to be in the same sec school as me...he was there too and it was nice of him to came over to say "hi" to me but i didnt had the chance to talk for long with him cos soon the atmosphere gets "high" and I am already near the dance floor with the rest already.

Pictures Speak A Thousand Words so i shall let the below photos express my happy moments I had over there...

The fcuk voucher i won :

Project M Contestants :

The GuYs :

The GuYs in PaiRs :

*_* eSther with them all *_*

^_^£oVerGa£ & £oVerBoY^_^

Our K.L friend...

2008-10-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

In the late evening my K.L friend - Eric came over my place to meet up with me first cos we will only be meeting Eiji and the rest after they finish their gym which is around 9pm plus...but in the end Eric was too hungry to wait any further so we decided to go over to the Kopitiam Food Court where he have his dinner first...

Finally came Eiji, Vincent & William and I guess they are also hungry lor cos the moment they places their things down they quickly went to order their food lor...thanks to William all of us had yummy "点心" treat lor. There were again so much fun and laughter while we were having our food, thanks to Eiji for his lame jokes lor.

It was till 10pm plus we all then left in different directions and headed back home...it's another good day spent but i m more looking forward to tml cos all of us going clubbing liao...Lol!

Eric @ my place :

Eric with Eiji and me :

HaPpy Finally...

2008-10-01T23:45:00.001+08:00

The whole of afternoon i was all alone at home cos my family wasn't around...since nothing to do so turned on my desktop PC and started arranging all the past photos that was taken few years back. Somehow some memories flow back, the happy moments I had while I was in CHR or in ITE...especially in ITE whereby I know alot of true friends and that was also the place i found my two dearest jiemeiz, YuQing & Joy.

Apart from those pictures, some sad moments flow through which almost makes my tears gushed out lor but luckily a few of my friends suggested to come over to Bugis to meet up with me, thus my mood got better or else i sure alone at home crying to myself one lor.

So i first met up with vincent whom was already at bugis, thereafter came Eiji, William and Ethan whom had just finished their gym over at Orchard...we all then went over to Bugis Junction to do some shopping while waiting for Dezmond and Eric to arrive. Soon dezmond came thus all went over to Level 3 of Bugis's Food Court whereby the guys have their dinner...over there had so much laughter lor and those jokes came mainly from Eiji and Ethan lol. Few minutes later Eric finally arrived and i was surprised he managed to find the place to the food court lol...

Our last stop was at Bugis Village where Eiji insisted getting himself a backpack...thanks to me he got a $10 discount off the bag lor, from $39 to only $30 which is so cheap and affordable lor. Once he was done, the 6 guys followed me back to my place where Vincent picks up his things he left previously at my house...

So there we all are - me together with Eiji, Eric, Ethan, Vincent, William and Dezmond. The funny thing is there are too many of us until the lift is only able to take the 7 of us and no additional people any further lol...once vincent picks up his things, we all then went down where each individual headed to their respective directions for their choice of transport back home.

My happiest evening I had with them all and guess wad? I had a small surprise from Eric before i left them...he bought for me "Mokozi" which is my favorite soft toy lor. Among two colors - orange n green, i chose the one in green which is cuter and thanked him for the gift. The "mokozi" was so cute lor...

Pix i took with vincent :

The cute "mokozi" from Eric :

_ Emo Me _

2008-10-01T14:25:00.002+08:00

Haix, dunno why I suddenly emo but for sure my mood is now sucks lor...somehow felt a little empty inside me for this current moment. Wanted to find things to do but dunno do wad either thus in the end browse through the internet to see if could find something interesting to brighten my mood...sudddenly saw this short comment in one of the web pages :

看见不同的世界，体会真实的感动。
原来幸福，就是你我之间无形的约定。

传说中。。。只要出现彩虹，就代表着一个祝福。
当天空落下雨滴，就是我希望你勇敢的时候。
当天空蔚蓝晴朗，就是我每天想念你的时候。
当天空出现彩虹，就是我为你许愿望的时候。

Is this saying true???

Is it true that using different perspective to see things, they will be seen in a different manner? Is it true that true happiness is just a very short distance between you yourself and your future "other half"?

Towards the second saying, it reminds me of him - Blue...at this very moment I do miss him alot, so much that hoping he is right beside me now. The above saying mention whenever a rainbow appears, it means there will be a blessing...when the rain falls, that would be me hoping he gets stronger than before...when the sky is calm and filled with serenity, that would be me thinking of him...and when the sky has a stretch of rainbow, that would be me making a wish for him...

BUT THE THING IS...IN SINGAPORE, IT IS EVEN HARDER THAN ANYTHING FOR A RAINBOW TO APPEAR LOR!!!

So does that mean he will never ever appear in my life from then on???

Good Day...

2008-09-30T23:54:00.001+08:00

Hmm...early morning woke up to go over to Outram to acc a friend go for his appointment @ SGH but didnt know the distance from his place to SGH so long lor cos it is almost coming to 11.30am when he finally reached the place. Then took the shuttle service to Blk 1 of SGH then quickly rushed over to Clinic E cos if dun hurry then later the clinic will be closed for lunch liao...

But in the end we can only come back @ 2pm cos my friend's doctor-in-charge is not around and my stupid specialist doctor didnt wanna attend to my friend so no choice lor left for lunch first den ard 1.30pm then return back there. Over there I am already considered a "regular" liao so almost all the nurses there know me lor...they provided me with very good service when I am always there. Like giving me fruits while waiting for my turn, would stop awhile to chit-chat with me asking hw is my recent condition, etc...

Just like the frequent nurse always attending to Prof Dr Chee...when she saw me just now she thought I am here to see Prof Dr Chee until i told her i am accompanying a friend to see other doctors. When she knew my friend is seeing the doctor she will be assisting later, she told me after our lunch go look for her and she will let us be the first to see the doctor...so nice of her right? That's not all lor, she even offered to help me request from my specialist doctor if i can do a ECG scan for my epilepsy cos this year my epilepsy attack quite frequent but when i asked my doctor is there a need for ECG scan, he always say NO!!!

Then around 3pm plus we finally left SGH where my friend drops me over @ Hougang and then from there he left to meet his friend while i took bus 88 to Pasir Ris and then from there took bus 12 over to Singapore Expo cos meeting my jiemei - Yuqing and LTM there for our shopping spree in the Robinson's Sale. The shopping spree finally ended around 6pm plus where both of us then took the bus back to her place where i had dinner over there...actually wanna stay over her place for the night one lor but cos i wasn't feeling well so no choice had to go home. Haix....but glad today was a well-spent day with her. Too bad my the other gal not around or else would be even better lol...

@ Robinson's Sale - Singapore Expo Hall 5 :

An Enjoyable Evening...

2008-09-29T01:11:00.008+08:00

This afternoon woke up pretty late lor but i guess is cos yesterday badly drunk tat was why having split headache this morning when i woke up...after i woke up then wash up before joining my family for my brunch @ the coffeeshop downstairs. Long time never had so yummy food at the coffeeshop liao lor...it is nothing expensive but all my favorite sia, like wonton noodle, curry mixed rice and porridge. Yummy, yummy!!!

My Brunch :

Thereafter stayed at home the whole of the rest of my afternoon updating my blog and arranging the photos tat were taken @ PLAY yesterday...it was only till late evening then i took bus 851 down over to meet a friend and then waited for vincent to pick me up then proceed over to Chomp Chomp for dinner...over @ Chomp Chomp, they ordered stingray and a plate of black fried carrot cake and a big glass of sugar cane juice shared among the three of us. The serving of the drink was really huge lol...i felt so "mountain-tortoise" when i saw that size!!!

@ Chomp Chomp :

The Big-Sized Sugar Cane Drink :

After we had dinner, vincent send my friend back home and then he drove me to this place near sembawang area - Bottle Tree Park, a place where public can fish for prawns and other leisure activities...Indeed this place is something new to me lor, i had heard from friends bout it but never been there before. Thanks to vincent whom brought me to this nice place...guess wad? We both encounter something very funny and comical over there lol...

There was this lady whom was fishing for her live prawns until half way through when suddenly one of her sandals accidentally fell into the pond. She quickly ask for help from one of the staff there...the staff was indeed helpful, not only he tries it using a hook but also went into the pond to try retrieving for the sandal. But after searching he told the lady he cant find and quickly ask for help from the boss. The boss didnt wanna go do the retrieval cos he was wearing long pants and didnt want them to get wet but he placed a bet with that staff what shall be the reward if he managed to get the sandal??? Indeed he made the sacrifice by going into the pond to seach for the sandal but guess wad? Half way still searching for it, that staff actually found the sandal and passed it to the lady sneakily...somehow it accidentalluy caught the boss's attention and started flaring in anger. To the public there plus me and vincent, we found it very comical and hilarious cos the boss was being tricked by that staff...

Haha, that was indeed a good one sia!!! First visit to a place and this was the first interesting experience we both had over there...thanks to vincent for this interesting experience.

@ Bottle Tree Park :

~The photo we both took over there~

*_* Our 3-different facial expressions *_* :

Thanks Vincent for the enjoyable evening I had...

Fun Moments...

2008-09-28T08:33:00.009+08:00

In the afternoon met up with a friend over in town for some shopping spree...first met up with my friend over @ Wheelock and from there to ZARA, Shaw Isetan and finally Tangs Plaza. But over @ Tangs, I stopped over for a short while to chat with my galfriend - Melissa whom is working at Shu Uemera but didnt know the chat could be for so long until my friend whom was with me earlier on left the place first...

Once i am done chatting, i then went over to this tea lounge - Royal Copenhagen @ Takashimaya to meet up with my friend again...shortly William and Eiji came to look for me thereafter the three of us then left the place and went down to the food court at Basement 2 to meet up with vincent to have dinner there before going down for clubbing.

@ Royal Copenhagen at Takashimaya :

Over at club, we were lucky to be the last first 100 free entry...so took the chop first and then went over to chinatown to grab some light bites since it is still early. So over there had some dessert shared with the guys and hang around chinatown area for awhile before returning for club.

The guys @ PLAY :

eSther with the guys @ PLAY :

LoVerGal & LoVerBoy with our Beer :

eSther with the gUys :

I enjoyed myself alot so much that i got myself badly drunk but cant help cos half-way through the club received a call from him such that it hurts me so much else I wouldnt have drank so much...making myself so miserable lor. But thanks to my friends all whom was with me the whole night yesterday...at least i wasn't left alone when I needed someone.

Job Interview...

2008-09-27T01:08:00.001+08:00

This morning was raining cats and dogs lor...somehow my mood almost got affected and plus the weather so cooling that I didnt wanna wake up from my sweet dreams lor but there in the end still had to wake up cos later @ 9.45am I had to go OCBC Centre @ Raffles Place for my job interview for the position of Polytechnic Trainee Bank Officers Program.

I left my house around 9am sharp, actually had the thought of taking cab over but now is peak period so will definitely cost me a bomb thus decided to take a bus down to City Hall area and then took a cab to Chulia Street where the OCBC Centre is located but then i was late when i finally reached the place cos of the F1 thus the road diversion which caused a heavy traffic jam along boat quay area...luckily was in time for my interview.

Upon reaching there, i had to exchange my identity for a visitor pass and then took the lift up to the 40th storey in the west lobby of the building but then after so, i had to wait for almost 30mins before it was then my turn but there again it was not a individual interview but a joint interview with another candidate...it was a easy interview so very fast it ended and we were informed that if anyone of us got shortlisted then most probably would be able to hear from them latest by next week so bid the interviewer goodbye and left the building...

@ OCBC Centre :

The magnificent view from the building :

The moment I left the building, i then went over to Burger King to grab myself a breakfast set cos my stomach really grumbling for hunger lor....after having my breakfast then took a bus bck home.

It was only later in the late evening I was then busy cos went over to shalom's place to help him continue repairing his desktop PC and make sure everything works out fine then i left his place and head over to Rivervale Mall to have late dinner over @ MacDonald's before i took bus 88 to other place to transfer into other bus.

I dropped over @ Hougang area hoping to take bus 147 but when i alight then realized there is no more bus 147 operating and had no choice but to waste $3.50 to take Night Rider (NR6) back home...but was surprised by the speed the bus driver was going lor cos very soon about less than 15mins i had already reached the bus stop that was opposite NAPFA lor. I then told shalom the bus driver must have known now is the F1 Racing season that was why he was going as so fast speed lol...Hahaha!

Busy Day...

2008-09-25T22:27:00.002+08:00

As a promise made to shalom, this afternoon went over to his place to help him solve his PC virus that is giving him problem...but i got held up by some stuffs thus it was almost coming to 3pm when I finally reached there.

Then quickly get the diagnostic check started to see how severe the virus had caused to the PC desktop...true enough it was really bad cos not only i cant see the "Windows Task Manager", I am not able to access to his C & D Drive. In the end i had no choice but to do a full re-format to the desktop pc but before i did tat, i first had to retrieve all the important data he had inside cos once reformatted then everything will be gone...

It was almost coming to 7.30pm when everything was done...already virus-free and the desktop PC is now equivalent to a new set. Apart from tat also helped him install an anti-virus program in it such that in the future there won't be any virus able to hack into his PC anymore...luckily i managed to solve the problem or else i will feel bad cos they are paying me for the repair and diagnostic check of their PC lor. Then around 8pm left the place together with him to take the train where i head back home while he went over to meet his friends...

I actually hoped to meet up with the rest together with Dave to pass him his laptop but didnt know all have their own things to kept them busy...i was indeed abit disappointed but since tat is the case then i also had no choice but to go home myself lor..back at home thought would have dinner but in the end heard from my sis that they were not at home either n plus today never cook dinner i then sianzz liao...haix, friends lidat and family also lidat...really sad sia. But luckily eSther knows how to prepare dinner herself so in the end prepared my all-time favorite, Fried Rice for myself.

My favorite fried-rice :

sianz...

2008-09-24T20:17:00.002+08:00

sianz, sianz...nothing to do the whole day being cooped at home. I think if this were to go on lidat, i gonna go crazy soon lor...already graduated le but till now still not able to find myself a job to settle down and soon running out of $$$ soon lor.

had sent in so many job applications but till now still no replies from any of the company which really dampened my spirits alot lor..worse of all staying at home still cant spar from my mum's nagging and scolding, i was like WTH sia!!! Stay at home kenna scolded, go out also kenna scolded...say i keep going out and dun wan find job but the actual fact was sent so many job applications but they have no response that wat can i do?

i really going crazy soon if life gonna go on like this still...

I am surprised...

2008-09-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hmm...I thought I wouldn't be going out until evening time until around 3pm plus received a msg through msn from Eiji asking if i wanna accompany him to Toa Payoh for a job interview. Actually i didnt feel like going out one but since I am free and plus i will only need to go over Vincent's place for his tuition around 7pm plus so agreed to meet him @ 4.30pm at Toa Payoh Central.

I found him @ TPY Central's Burger King having his lunch and the funny thing was i can actually order a student meal for him but who ask him cant wait ah so no choice lor...shortly i have another surprise from him that is the few small gifts he had brought for me during his shanghai trip. Then after taking my gifts, i then accompanied him to grab some bite over there before going over to this hair salon - De Elements for his interview.

Over @ De Elements, the staff there all got attitude problem lor especially that boss lor...so what she is a celebrity? Already considered ex-mediacorp celebrity le lor still put on air..really sai lor. Once we were done, we both then took the train down to town to shop awhile to kill time. It was just a short shopping trip then around 7pm i left town in bus 171 down to vincent's place to teach him while Eiji went over to Cineleisure to meet up with william and the rest...

Small gifts from Eiji :

Sisters Outing @ Suntec

2008-09-22T23:56:00.007+08:00

Today there is something for me to look forward to which is my sisters' outing I had with my 2 gals later in the afternoon...but i will be meeting my second sister, Yuqing first cos the other gal needs to work and will only be free after 7pm.

So then i met up with Yuqing over @ NYP cos she needs to go back to settle some of her module stuffs and I also took the chance to visit one of my lecturer - Mr Foo to chit chat with him awhile bout my current doings, etc...Once we both we done with our stuffs, we then left the campus and took bus 162 down to town to start with our shopping while waiting for time to pass.

There we are in town - Lucky Plaza cos Yuqing wanted to buy the perfume refill bottle in which only Lucky Plaza has it but it took us quite some time then we finally managed to find the one she actually wanted. Once we finally bought that, we both then took a bus down to Suntec City cos it's already 6pm plus and we both are meeting the other gal later @ 7pm.

The moment the three of us finally met up, we all quickly make our way to Carl's Jr cos our stomach is trembling with hunger already...this restaurant was something new to the 2 gals cos they never had eaten from there before so that was my purpose of bringing them to here. They both were shocked by the portion of the serving but on the other hand complained about the cost of per combo meal which is far too expensive for them...

My Combo meal @ Carl's Jr :

After we had our dinner, it was still early so my 2nd sister Joy decided why not go over to the Fountain of Wealth to take some photos before going back home...so there we are at the Fountain of Wealth, taking alot of beautiful photos over there.

@ Suntec Fountain of Wealth:

With my gals:

The night finally came to an end around 9pm plus...though it was just a short meet up but I really enjoyed that moment with them both, with them around my life is never dull or sad cos any of them sure have ways to brighten up my day with their funny jokes lol. Hugs to them both..

It was a SUCCESS!!!

2008-09-15T23:53:00.001+08:00

The whole of today morning I was at the SIM campus, assisting Dezmond in an event held over there...I was honoured to be given this learning opportunity to see how events are to be coordinated and what are the things that is needed to be prepared in order for the whole show to proceed successfully.

Our sector will only begin at 12pm plus but what has to be done is to get the models ready to be in their respective queues and get the dresses in order such that it wont go chaos later when the show begins.

Finally came our turn and all of us tried our best not to panic, same goes for the models and the dresser cos no mistakes can be made else it won't be a success already...glad that after all, everything went on smoothly and it was a successful show.

Busy sunday...

2008-09-14T23:34:00.007+08:00

My whole of today evening was spent over @ dez's place and the stuffs that were keeping us both busy is the discussion of the music that will be played during an event held at SIM tomorrow...besides the mixing of the music clip, also had to discuss how the event should go about for tml.

But in the end I was busy watching the drama - Perfect Cut until i forgot my purpose there was to settle the SIM thing...thus the whole thing finally managed to end only at 11pm plus but luckily i had my vincent dear to pick me up from there and then send me back home...so gd lor.

Hmm...tml will be a busy day for me and dezmond lor cos we both will be running that small event on behalf of SIM. It is gonna be a new learning experience for me too...i am so looking forward to it sia.

My reward from Dezmond from helping him...

I am speechless...

2008-09-13T14:24:00.004+08:00

This late morning woke up by dave's sms saying the trip to Sentosa has been cancelled cos the sun isn't that strong today...so there I then had the late breakfast brought back by my mum and soon got myself occupied chatting online with andrew and other friends that are on msn.

Half way through the conversation with Andrew, we both actually exchanged email address to add one another in friendster and shortly had a small surprise from him lor...he drop me a msg saying he had left a few comments on the photos tat was taken while i was in K.L and asked me to go take a look at them when I am free...without hesistation, I login to my Yahoo Mail and checked the number of photo comments Andrew had left for me. I was really shocked by it cos there were 30 in total lor...
30 of such messages in my Yahoo Mail...

But what touches me more is the content of those comments for those photos...upon reading them tears almost rolled down my cheeks lor. I have been touched by what he had said in those comments...thanks Andrew for all you have brought and given to me, I wun regret having such a good friend like you...i really mean it. Hugs!!!

Old friends meet up...

2008-09-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

This afternoon I went over to International Plaza to get the appointment letter for the position of Customer Service Officer signed....I had no choice but to take up this job offer first cos for the position of PA till now they haven't get back to me so I am still not sure how is the outcome still and if I dun agree to this NCS position, I will gonna lose this chance too...

Once I am briefed completely bout my reporting time and the salary i will be paid, i then left EPS and headed back home...back at home was then watching the taiwan drama with my mum till late evening then around 8.30pm get myself prepared cos later meeting darryl and eiji they all over @ Xin Wang's Cafe at Cineleisure...

Over there met up with vincent and then shortly came Darryl whereby the three of us went over to Xin Wang Cafe to order our food while waiting for Eiji to come...but that idiot Eiji kept us all waiting for him for so long lor, luckily we had our dinner without waiting for him first or else all of us sure hungry one lor. He finally reached the restuarant but it was already coming to 10pm liao lor but we all chatted happily over there bout Eiji's shanghai trip which is tml and bout William's return from Hongkong...

Shortly Dave came over and joined us for awhile before we both left in bus 65 back to our respective destinations returning back home...it was a short meet-up with them all but I had a great time with them....

A New Learning Experience..

2008-09-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm..thanks to dezmond for giving me the chance to witness how an event is like and how it is being coordinated. Like this afternoon, I went over to SIM Campus @ Clementi together with him to help him out in the coming event next Monday...

This was indeed a new learning experience for me...not only I managed to witness how an event would look like, I also learned how to coordinate the performers such that things can go in an orderly and neatly manner.

The whole rehearsal finally came to an end around 8pm plus and glad it was a nice wrap-up....my learning experience had widened and my circle of friends had widen too. That was really something good in return...thanks to dezmond for giving me that chance.

Dinner @ Dempsey Hill...

2008-09-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

Hmm, in the afternoon Dave came over my place to get his bag back and poor him got some nagging from my mum with regards to my epilepsy attack...the nagging went on and on for almost 20mins and I wanted to save him from those nagging so quickly left my home with Dave and went over to Orchard to meet up with another friend of ours over there...

I then accompanied them both to have their dinner over @ Mos Burger while waiting for my friend to pick me up for dinner...tat friend of mine finally arriived around 9pm plus thus drove me over to Dempsy Hill where he had dinner there. That place was indeed something new to me cos I had never been there before and that place was really a nice and comfy place for dining purposes.

So there we both are at Dempsey Hill's Margarita for our dinner...besides having scrumptious dinner, that friend of mine also ordered a bottle of red wine for both me and him...it was Prestige Chateau De Ribebon 2003. I so enjoyed myself alot with those red wine cos it has been so long since I last had such good red wine like such...tat was not all lor, thereafter we went to the other side of Dempsey Hill whereby I had another bottle of red wine - Bredell's Merlo, so that would be 2 bottles of red wine in total on a night like such.

On him, i saw someone whom I missed alot but there is nothing i can do to bring him back to me....haix.

Unlucky me...

2008-09-09T23:53:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I finally came back from my K.L Trip but nothing seems to be going smoothly for me lor...the moment i board the bus from Puduraya Terminal just a few mins ago, my epilepsy attach was triggered and thus it gave dezmond a fright. The attack lasted for about 1min plus and soon i regain consciousness but cant remember what actually took place just now...

I thought everything would be fine and alright but when dezmond left to give his tuition lesson, again another attack triggered and this time the taxt driver was at loss that he called up the ambulance...the medical officers came shortly and asked how am I feeling and do I still remember what had happened just now? All my answers to them was I dunno what happened and neither do i how did I ended myself there also...then slowly I regain my consciousness so was in a very clear mind thus tell them there is no need to bring me to the hospital, i just go back home and rest will do...

The medical officers then let me sign an acknowledgment form stating that I am well already thus need not make a trip down to the hospital...thus they then left the cab whereby I then ask the taxt driver to drive me to Silver Cross Clinic @ Yishun to see the doctor to get my Lexotan.

Thereafter, i then took the medications and took bus 857 from Yishun Interchange back to my home...definitely cant escape from those nagging and scolding from my mum cos dezmond went to tell my mum i had an epilepsy attack in the afternoon so just gotta kept quiet and dun answer back lor...

Haix, this sudden attack really got me into trouble lor...not only kenna scolded by my mum, i also have short partial memory loss as alot of things seems to have forgotten all bout it already. I hated when these attacks were being triggered lor...

I am back...

2008-09-08T23:39:00.004+08:00

I am back from my K.L trip and overall still alright...the biggest fun I had was definitely during the second day there where Andrew drove us around, we visited his place...went to Selayang Bowling Centre for 2 games of bowling and then had some coconut drink before all of us climbed up the 272 steps leading to the top of the Batu Caves which blurr me actually thought there were only 149 steps.
Us with the Coconut :

After climbing up the 272 steps, we took a short walk through the caves but the stay there wasn't long cos soon the whole place was darkened as the lights all went off and we all had to leave the cafe else later gonna have difficulty getting out.
Us in front of the Batu Cave :

The GuYs standing on the steps based on their heights and age :

After we left the Batu Cave, Andrew brought us all to this music cafe - WINGS to have our dinner...That was how our second day of K.L trip was spent.

As for our last day there, we had lunch at U-Village Restaurant located off Sungei Wang area...Eric had XO Fried Rice while Dezmond and I shared a small portion of pumpkin rice.

Overall, I had a great time spent especially during the trip to the Batu Caves...thanks Andrew for being our chauffeur whom drove us around to so many nice places.

Another Interview...

2008-09-04T22:13:00.000+08:00

In the afternoon went over to GreenArt located off Bedok North Street for the position of Personal Assistant. The interview was a short one and from what the manager had described to me, this job has lots of great learning opportunities waiting ahead for me but one thing is this job has a different faculty from what i learnt in polytechnic so there will be alot of things i wont be familiar with.

Once the interview was finished, i then left the place...actually wanted to head over Dave's place to look for him but in the end got attracted to this temple - "韮菜芭城隍廟三清宫" and thus went in to have a look before going over his place.
"韮菜芭城隍廟三清宫"

Over at his place, stayed there to chat with him awhile then borrowed the bag from him before leaving the place...

Haix, just hope the position for this PA can be successful or else I will have to take the Customer Service Officer job liao...

Enjoyable day...

2008-09-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hmm...this afternoon I went over to Cash Coverter @ Toa Payoh to sold all my old DVD Series and Movie Series to there. But i am abit disappointed lor cos when i bought those dvd movies, it already cost me $30++ for one set but now when I sold all it is only costing me $18 for all that i have brought to sell...

After selling away those unwanted movie series, i then took a bus down to my cousin's place to visit the two notti boy - Zavier and Issaac. I didn't know they both having one week holiday lor but when I reached there, my baby zavier is already asleep thus leaving only issaac playing on his own. It was only till 6pm plus then he finally wake up but then I was busy helping them both dress up nicely cos later at 7pm need to bring them down to Junction 8 to meet their mum.

After bringing them to their mum, i then left Junction 8 and went over to meet dezmond @ Sengkang...over there accompanied him awhile before going over to Bugis with him.

Thanks mum..

2008-08-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

today last day of the Comex 2008 so in the late evening i went over there with my mum and sis cos our purpose is to get some blank discs and some other computer stuffs...over there the crowd is still so huge lor, everywhere is filled with people all over the place.

thanks to mum, whom bought me a 100-50pcs blank disc together with 2 laptop skins for each for me and my sis...it was then we left suntec and headed back home. This time during the Comex 2008, we benefited alot lor...not only bought the LCD 32"inch TV but also the Epson Stylus Color Printer.

Back at home, I was playing with my neighbour's children with their latterns...haahaa, kids look adorable with the beautiful latterns in their hands. I was like so amused by them lol.

Busy Day...

2008-08-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

Today being the last day of the 7th Lunar Month - The Hungry Ghost Festival so thus my whole family is busy preparing for the items for the praying to be used later...It was around 6pm then we were done with the prayers so both my sis and I then went back home to get ourselves changed cos we going down to the coffeeshop to have dinner before heading over to the Comex @ Suntec Convention Centre cos my mum promised that we gonna get the Plasma 32" inch TV by today...

So there I am back to LG Booth but this time is with my mum and sis...then look for the sales promoter that assisted Dave yesterday and asked for the best price for the LG Plasma 32" inch TV since told the promoter i had already came yesterday lol...after a few times of bargain we managed to get that for the lowest price @ $699 but on one condition that is we need to hand carry instead. That was indeed a tough one cos wanna say that TV is not heavy, it is lying to oneself but wan say it's light also not really thus in the end the three of us took turn to push that trolley with the TV in it then after 30mins finally managed to push that from Suntec to our doorstep.

32" Inch LG PLasma TV :

Once we all brought that back home, I then left the place and took a bus down to maxwell to get some thing settled and waited for Eiji and the rest to come...then accompany them to chat awhile before leaving the place and returning back home to get myself changed for the clubbing later.

Over @ PLAY :

The Guys :

eSther with them all >>>

Fun Day..

2008-08-29T23:39:00.005+08:00

This morning went over to NCS which is located off Ang Mo Kio St 62, somewhere near the driving centre for my job interview for the position of Customer Service Officer. It was raining really heavy and I almost didn't feel like going for the interview but in the end still went ahead cos this job means alot to me, if I am able to get it then my financial difficulty could be solved easily.

So there I am at NCS for my interview...it has been so long since I had been interviewed but glad I remained calm and had confidence in myself thus everything went on smoothly. I was informed that if I am successful then most probably would get a reply from them the earliest by the coming Monday...thus left the place and head back home. Back at home had lunch which was brought back by my uncle and then around 3pm plus then left with my sis and mum over to Suntec Convention Centre for the Comex 2008.

Today the crowd was still alright but what makes me felt heart pain was I spent $98 on a Epson Stylus CX5500 All-in-one Printer cum Scanner cum Copier...but still alright la cos i have been wanting to get one quite some time ago already so since now have it then buy lor. Thereafter left the place and head over to Marina Square with the both of them to have our early dinner cos later my sis leaving for her night classes...

Once had the meal, i then left my family and went back to Suntec to meet up with dave but before meeting him i actually went over to The Faceshop where I asked my gal there to help me put on some makeup such that i dun look so pale and then quickly went to look for Dave. Over there didnt know could spent almost coming to 3 hours to help Dave and his family source for a good laptop and a LCD TV. I was like wow....when I saw them making so many purchases amounting to a total of $5,200 sia!!!

Then around 9pm then finally left Suntec and took bus 700A to go down to Orchard to meet up with Eiji and Vincent over @ Wisma Atria for dinner...shortly, Dezmond and his friend Audrey came and join us along. After dinner was settled, we all went over to Starbucks Cafe but the stay there wasn't long cos the rest didnt want to have coffee so leaving only dezmond and audrey over there while i left with Dave and Eiji they all away from the cafe.

Happy Night...

2008-08-28T23:20:00.004+08:00

Hmm, i spent the whole of the yesterday night and this morning going online to source for jobs cos cant waste any more time idling around at home le plus no more $$$ left liao, if still dun source for job then i wun have any income liao.

In the end send almost 8 online applications over to respective companies but mostly is for the position of Customer Service Officer cos i hated admin positions...not only got alot of paperwork to do and there is alot of internal politics lor and was glad the response of my application was successful cos by afternoon I have already received a few calls from the agent side informing me of the outcome of the position i applied for and there were already 2 companies tat were interested to take me for further interview, there will one which is tml @ Yio Chu Kang for the position of CSO at this company - NCS Hub.

Just that kept me busy the whole of the afternoon, it was only till late evening then I had time to watch my taiwan drama "爱"...a taiwan drama I have been addicted to recently. But didnt managed to complete that episode cos half way through was asked to go down to OG the shopping mall there with my sis to meet up with my auntie cos they are there watching "歌台" which is by 刘玲玲 whom is all auntie's favorite.

There my sis and I are over there...watched the performance from 9pm till 10.30pm and in the end i couldnt go over to sengkang to meet dezmond lor..If i really were to leave half-way through the performance, my auntie sure scold me one so in the end stayed to watch the remaining performance.

After the performance, both my sis and I then went back home and guess wad? We both have yummy supper brought by my mum lor...our favorite BBQ Chicken Wings and also some light snacks given by a friend of my auntie.

A Day Out with mum

2008-08-27T19:12:00.003+08:00

The whole of the morning was raining like hell lor but still I was not allowed to sleep any longer cos got some disturbance from incoming calls...then later in the afternoon ask my mum to bring me over to 同济医院 cos i wanna try out the acupuncture aka 针灸 but in the end was not able to do any acupuncture cos I need to go for some cholestral and blood test to see if my health is good then can proceed...

At this 同济医院, it is a free clinic that offers chinese medical help to the poor so whoever wants to seek medical assistance just have to do a registeration and they can see the doctor for free. I at first didnt quite believe where got such clinic so good offer free medical assistance until i went there and saw the big crowd myself then i believe it is really offering free medical assistance to the people there.

After so, we both then left the place heading back home...it was indeed a wasted trip there lor.

Great Day

2008-08-26T23:58:00.001+08:00

In the morning went over to SGH for my follow-up appointment with my neurologist specialist doctor but to my surprise today wasn't that specialist doctor I am always seeing but another doctor. Shortly the nurse in-charge came out to inform me that my specialist doctor had a car accident this morning thus wont be in for the day so the other doctor will take over his duties for today...

The follow-up was indeed fast, not only there was no need of me to get any medications I was also informed by the doctor that my condition is better and as for why I am having epilepsy is due to the stress i am facing..just try to make myself less stressful and my health would be better...thus after paying for the bill, i then make my way to the foodcourt to have my lunch before heading back home...

Back at home was busy settling down my things and stuff then getting myself prepared cos later going to meet up with my 2 dearest sisters at hougang plaza. Then around 4pm plus dez came over my place cos he wants to help me give a new fresh look to my 2 sisters so then was busy helping me dress up, make up etc...

It was really late when i finally reach hougang plaza and make me wasted $20++ of cab fare lor...thought could have a good meal with them but in the end the whole dinner dampened all our spirits cos the food is really sucks, so badly until we had the 3 bowls of Ramen refund thus in the end we only need to pay for the color plate of sushi and the chawanmushi...

Thereafter we all then left the place but didnt return back home cos the three of us still wanted to have some chat so we all together with dezmond and vincent went over to Hougang Mall's MacDonalds for a short while before leaving back home. Over there the three of us finally managed to take some nice pics and the two of them also managed to cheer me up so much with their funny jokes lol. It was a short met-up but I really enjoyed it and thanks to dezmond for helping me dress up so nicely...

Stupid Me...

2008-08-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

我想在这个世界上除了我这个大笨蛋，已经找不到第二个像我这么白痴的人了吧！我会这么说那是因为今天发生了不少事，让我不但感觉到被伤害，同时也觉得有一时的无奈和不知所措...真叫我不知该如何是好？

今天早上，我带着很愉快的心情回到我学校去跟我的IAP Liason-Officer拿我的attachment certificate但是我得等到12.30pm才可以去找她，所以最后只好找一些东西做等时间过。其实是约了我的好姐妹在学校见面，可是最后得知她跟朋友已经在AMK Central吃东西了所以我只好不去打扰她。突然想到一个很久没见的朋友所以便传了简讯问她是否要见个面...可是没想到竟然得看他的脸色，好象我欠了他是的。不但给我那种不甘愿的态度，还给我那种感觉好象不想见到我似的。算了，别在提他了...越说越气！！！

第二件事让我最气的是那个混球，那个”王八蛋“。原本和他约好要一起去Tampines sun-tan的可是天气不是很好所以这个念头就取消了，改成去柔佛 a.k.a J.B. 去逛街那晚一些才回来。已经说好等一下两点钟准时在兀兰转换站见面了可是谁知道大概在1.45pm时，电话铃声向起。我必然接起了电话，却被那拨来的熟悉电话号码愣呆了。已经是2pm了，他竟然还在家里。那是说等到他到兀兰转换站不就已经是傍晚了，那还进柔佛干吗啊？

但最离谱的是，明明是他错在现他还不承认自己有错，反而还对我大呼小叫...甚至还说我竟然要发无畏的脾气，要回家不等他到那里那就随我意吧！听了那翻话后，我是气得无话可说也不想在听他在哪儿废话就即刻把电话给挂断了。第四次的ED大战又开始引爆了，但很肯定的是这一次我绝对不会妥协，决对不会再让步因为我知道再这样下去最终痛苦的会是自己，因此便把手机关了好让他找不到我。

但万万没想到他竟然找上门来，而且还是我妈帮他开的。最后没办法只好让他进来，听他说了一些废话过后他就自动离开我家了。我也不想多说什么，只是开门让他离开...对于今天所发生的事，我真的很失望但也对此事感到不知所措。

Was it enjoyable?

2008-08-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

In the late evening met up with them all except Dave over @ Cineleisure to purchase tickets for the movie - 12 Lotus that we will be catching later at 9.55pm. It was till 10.05pm then Dave came over and joined us thus quickly went in cos didnt want to miss any part of the movie. Luckily the movie haven't started....

After movies, dave first met up with his friend then went out of cine to send the rest back home thus came back and joined Vincent, Dezmond and I over @ subway for their late dinner...thereafter we all then walked all the way from orchard to selegie where vincent took NR back home leving only Dave together with his friend, Hiro and Dezmond and I.

The reason we walked all the way from Orchard to Selegie cos that "someone" suggested going to sing K but in the end said too expensive and on our way there, i actually had a "spit~fire" quarrel with him again thus making the atmosphere like hell and poor dezmond and hiro was caught between me and him.

The worse thing was while dezmond and i was waiting for him to return from the toilet, he called up to tell dezmond he is not going for the karoke session already but going home..at this point of time i really cant take it any further so went up to him to have another "spit~fire" quarrel with him again...the quarrel took us about 30mins then we decided to let "it" off and went back to dezmond where the three of us went ahead to TOPONE KTV opposite Bugis Junction and sang like crazy until 5.30am in the morning...had breakfast at the 24-hr muslim prata stall before they both left for home.

My day was almost spoiled by "him" but glad we had it solved very quickly...felt sorry towards Dezmond and Hiro for letting them caught in between me and "him". Really sorry...

Thanks Alvin..

2008-08-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

Alvin came back with us last Sunday to Singapore and have been staying till today then will be leaving back to return back to K.L. Firstly I am really apologetic that i haven't been a good guest to him during his stay here cos i have been busy with my students and plus some family issues bothering me thus didnt give him felt as home like what he gave me while i was in K.L.

Apart from that, he didnt blame me and did something really very touching lor be it towards me or to dave. Like yesterday when he was at Dave's place, he didn't went up empty-handed but kind gesture of him to bring Dave's mum a box of mooncakes and same goes for me too.

Like this afternoon, when he knew i am sick and couldn't consume any food due to the sore throat I am having...he came over my place with a packet of herbal tea specially brought to heal my throat and also 2 small box of mooncakes for my mum. On top of that, he even bought me lunch lor...

To someone not that close with me but still able to understand that I am really not feeling well unlike that unreasonable "someone" whom thinks i am just pretending to be sick just to find an excuse of not going out with him...towards alvin, i felt so sorry that he saw such unpleasant scenes i had with that "him" when he was about to leave singapore, returning back to K.L. Alvin, if you happen to see this entry...I sincerely apologised for that.

As for that "him", i really dunno what is wrong with him lor...kept finding fault with me and then find that he recently not only dun understand me well and never stand in my shoes to understand what I am going through and yet still quarrel with me until at this point of time i am really at loss, dunno how to move on this friendship i had with him lor... :(

What should i do???

2008-08-21T01:15:00.002+08:00

Hmm...is it really that difficult to locate that "对的人" in a person's life? Till now I still have no answer to this question..I thought I have but after today I somehow think this seems to be impossible.

I am not trying to be "emo" or anything but recently I am really tired after those quarrels I had with him...those seems to be small little issues but cos of those, it can actually bring us both into quarrels and as such we were into "cold war" again.

真的是因为我们彼此太在乎对方才会造成今天这样的局面吗？

回想起来，这已经不是第一次我们俩为了一些小事而吵起架来。。。我真的很想告诉他我心里真正的想法，很想让他知道他在我心里其实有多重要。而我和他的这段友情，不是普通般的友谊而是永远都无法被取代的一位我非常重视的好朋友与知己。

但这一切，他知道吗？

当我回想起这几天所发生的事，我心里开始感觉好想有把刀往心里割碎。。。
戴爱玲的那首“对的人”反复在我耳旁不停的重负。
＊＿＊
爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要
宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上　一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)

能愿意为了一份爱　付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候　我就算已经准备好
放手去爱　海阔天高
＊＿＊

我觉得此时此刻我会把这首歌联系一起那是因为对于那个“他”，我的确付出很多，但也从来不计较得回来的会有多少。因为现在“他”在我心中的地位已经变得比谁还来得重要，不再是任何一个能随意取代的。

难道说太在乎一个人不是件好事，因为我们会在不知不觉的情况下伤害了彼此。。。对于“他”，我从没想过让“他”从我的视线离开过所以我尽量迁就，尽量忍让。无论“他”这么样对我，我告诉自己“他”不是“有益”要伤害我的。。。“他”只是说话比较直接，但并非任何恶意或伤害。

有谁能告诉我，我应该这么办才好？？？我不想和“他”冷战下去，好想回到我们那时那些快乐的日子。到底我该这么做才能让这一切全都停止？

My heart is really in pain now...inside me seems to be crying badly.

Tired night...

2008-08-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

In the afternoon went over to Dave's place with Alvin and stayed there till evening time...actually in between dave and I had a small quarrel again, over why am I breaking my promise saying today suppose to go out together with him but why i gotta leave soon for my tuition class.

Hmm, but actually i did mention yesterday to him that these few days i will be busy helping my student cos her exam is just these few days but dunno how tat person heard wrongly kept arguing that i didnt say that but only heard me say i am able to accompany him the whole day. But the most hurting thing he said to me is why i break my promise and since i so busy, wat for come over to his place for just awhile???

In the end got really angry until i left the place together with Alvin where I then took a bus down to Sengkang for my tuition class...then at night met up with Dezmond and Vincent over @ Compass Point where we all had late dinner at Burger King. Thereafter we hang around the place for awhile before they both accompanied me to take bus 80 head back to bugis.

That was indeed a sudden decision made by the three of us...to head back to bugis but dunno what is their reason of accompanying me back home. Lol...

Night out...

2008-08-19T22:09:00.001+08:00

Spending a night out yesterday comes with a BIG, HEAVY price...that is being "chased out" by my mum and having a severe quarrel with her and my uncle. No matter how hard I tried to explain and to get her understanding, nothing seems to get to her and the quarrel got even worse until we both began to cry.

I knew I have made her worry but that was really explainable...yesterday was really not my day lor, not only got myself badly drenched and then my tuition lesson was being extended due to my lateness and then was asked to meet dezmond over at Compass Point to pass him his gift and then went over to tampines with him to meet up with dave...actually can go back home once the gift dezmond had bought for Dave had been given but that stupid person took so long then come down thus no choice but to stay over at his place for the night.

The fact that I am realli in the wrong is not calling back home to inform my mum of me staying over at his place and on the other side even promised her i would be back home for sure...worse of all when I asked Dave to explain to my mum why am I staying over, he refused to help. If he had spoken nicely to my mum, my mum wouldn't be so unreasonable as not to let me stay overnight lor cos all mum are the same..."要面子".

The quarrel was finally over when both of us really had nothing to say to each other...i was glad that dezmond helped me "解围" this hassle situation or else it will really come to no end lor. For dave, i didnt blame it cos it is all my fault if i had called back home such things wouldnt happen le and if i had arranged to meet them early, i wouldnt have the need to stay overnight either. Haix....so many "what ifs"!!!

Sorry for my unfilial...

2008-08-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hmm...finally got myself settled down after coming back from my K.L trip and I was like so busy sorting out all those photos that was taken over at K.L. Just the sorting of those photos almost took up half of my day already lor but by 4pm I had to put everything to a stop first cos gotta make a trip down to River Valley's Buddhist Temple to pay respect to my deceased grandparents and ancestors.

So there I am by 5pm and the first thing is to go to the "大殿" to get the joss-sticks for some prayers and then went over the other side to get a BIG "素菜包子" to pray to my deceased grandparents and ancestors. That was a traditional custom we would do in my family, to come over here during the 7th lunar month with my family and together with my aunt and uncle. This year I really felt bad cos I only waited till now then come and it was my mum's consistent pressure asking me to come then i willing to do else I am busy enjoying myself and forget everything about this tradition.

There i am having my so-called "retribution" for being unfilial lor...by the time i left the temple it is already 6pm and i was like rushing like hell sia cos i gotta reach my student's place @ Sengkang by 7.30pm sharp and worse of all River Valley to Sengkang is not in the way lor. If i were to go there, I would have to take bus 54 down to Orchard and then from there will have to drop off at there to transfer into bus 162 down to AMK to transfer into another bus 159 that will bring me over to my student's place.

That is already a big hassle le lor but i didnt took that route and went on an alternative that is after dropping off opposite Far East, i took bus 156 that will bring me straight to Sengkang but then it didnt bring me to my designated place plus came a sudden downpour...so i was like drenched like hell and by then when reached my student's place, it is already 7.45pm liao lor.

It's really not my day today lor...sianz!!!

K.L Trip : Day 2

2008-08-17T02:58:00.000+08:00

This morning both Dave and I woke up pretty late and guess it was the comfy environment that enables the both of us to sleep so soundly until none of us bear to wake up from that comfortable bed...today both alvin and eric wouldn't have the time to bring us both around cos they have some badminton tournament that will keep them busy almost the whole day so Dave suggested later maybe ask Andrew to come over to join us.

Thus the first thing I did was to prepare breakfast for me and Dave using the remaining ingredients and the spaghetti to cook some fried noodles...then around 1pm plus went down to fetch Andrew whom had just finished his lessons to come over to join us.

Hmm...actually today was really the happiest day among all the days of my previous trip in K.L. Like today, even though Andrew, Dave and I stayed at home the whole day...that kind of feeling was so warm and homely. First was the simple but yummy breakfast I had prepared for both dave and I and then was another yummy late lunch prepared by Andrew. It was all very simple dishes, like seaweed fried with egg....spaghetti as fried noodles but we all really loved it so much. The most touching moment was when both alvin and eric returned back home from their badminton tournament, alvin quickly went to prepare dinner for us when he realized we haven't had our dinner when it's coming to 7pm.

After the dinner, it was almost coming to 8pm so quickly get ourself wash up cos we earlier promised Andrew that we will have a game of bowling before we call today an end...after everyone was done it was already 9pm when we finally left the house and walked over to The Mines as it is just a short walking distance where we have our bowling game at Level 3 - MINES Bowl @ MINES Shopping Fair.

*_*Us posing for photo-taking be4 going out*_*

~Us @ MINES Bowl~

After the bowling game, somehow I was demoralised by the result of my performance in the game...this was the first time I had such low results lor, 50 for both 2 games. I was like, WTH sia...but luckily my mood was picked up and resumed back to normal and all these credits goes to them all whom make me felt so enjoying with their effort and presence.

Thus we went back to eric's place..actually all of us suppose to go clubbing but cos it's already late after our bowling game and plus we will have to pay RM$30 if were to go clubbing so that idea was being cancelled. All of us returned back to eric's place except Andrew whom didnt want to join us so he drove back to his home...

Back at eric's place, we didnt went back home straight but went down to Level 7 the entertainment area for a game of snooker...actually all agreed on playing that but in the end only left to Alvin and Eric playing then as for me and Dave, we both were busy taking photos with the beautiful scenery over there. Soon they both were done with the snooker game but Alvin is still busy...haha, busy helping me take nice photos lol which makes me really happy and touched when i saw the outcome of those photos. Thanks alvin so much...indeed we all really having lots of fun lol, just by taking photos can make us all so happy and guess the number of photos we took? Almost coming to 200 lor...

*_* My Self-Pose Portrait *_*

*_* Dave's Self-Pose Portrait *_*

*_* Our Candid Shots *_*

Sorry for all the long entry...hope these nicely photos can kill the boredom. Once again love my malaysia friends for their warm hospitality...

K.L Trip : Day 1

2008-08-15T23:12:00.008+08:00

It was almost coming to 4am when we finally reached the Petrol Kiosk over @ K.L and firstly would like to thank our malaysia friend, Eric for coming down to bring us over to his place cos we will be spending our night over there during this 4-day trip. Thereafter he drove us back to his place where we unpacked our stuffs and then went to take our rest before deciding what to do later in the afternoon.

At around 12pm plus, eric drove us all over to alvin's hometown - klang which is famous for their Bak Kut Teh aka 肉骨茶. But then we heard from alvin that was not the best yet cos there is too much MSG in the soup unlike the popular that uses natural herbs instead of Ajinomoto seasoning which can make a person very thirsty if were to finish up all the soup.

Once lunch was settled, we all then went over to alvin's place for awhile before starting our shopping spree...

Our last stop was at the Sunway Pyramid where we all met up with another K.L friend of ours - Andrew. Over there, we did some "marketing" cos later our friend Andrew will be our chef of the day that is to prepare dinner for us all.

The whole "marketing" took us all about half an hour and then by the time we reached home and get all the food prepared it is already 8pm plus le lor...luckily our chef Mr Andrew was fast and efficient so by 8.30pm we all already had yummy food to fill up our empty stomach.

That was really a nice meal prepared by him...thanks to his effort.

Today was really a day well spent...thanks to them all for the great hospitality.

Thanks mum..

2008-08-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

Today had a great meal over at a small restaurant that is located opposite Sim Lim Square - Hot Spot Cafe which is famous for their seafood dishes like Chilli Crab, Fried Sotong Squid and many more...

Thanks to my mum for giving my sis and I this treat over there...my sis had her favorite cockles while I had my favorite Chilli Crab which is shared between me and my mum cos my sis dun eat chilli food. What a waste lor that my elder sis was not around or else the three of us would be enjoying ourselves in that yummy dish of Chilli Crab lor which was so meaty and fleshy and one plus thing is its yummy chilli sauce that goes well with "馒头".

But all these came with a heavy "PRICE" sia cos in total it cost us almost coming to $90 for that plate of chilli crab, small serving of cockles, fried sotong squid, stir-fried kangkong with cuttlefish lor...we all was like, OMG!!!

I am sick...

2008-08-11T23:55:00.002+08:00

poor me, yesterday already reach home late after catching the movie and this morning had to wake up early to first go over to dave's place and then to meet up with Dezmond then to send him off to the airport whom is going for holiday trip to HK for a week.

after he left for his flight, both dave and i then went over to Popeyes Chicken & Biscuits Fast Food Restaurant to have our lunch before each heading back home respectively...but life for me turned bad the whole of afternoon till night lor. I was sneezing like hell the whole day, so badly until i used up 2 boxes of tissue paper lor...i think this time i am really sick le cos not only feeling feverish all over, the flu is getting worse too lor. =(

Help, help...get those viruses away from me!!!

Over @ Dave's place with Ji Ji...

Movie Again...

2008-08-11T00:45:00.004+08:00

Today was another fun and enjoyable day spent with my group of friends again...the funny thing was for both dave and I, our favorite dish of the day was "炖汤" lol in a way we were so attracted to it that we had it for both our lunch and dinner.

In the afternoon, both of us had "剪刀咖喱饭" plus 2 "炖汤" for lunch before we both took a cab down to my student's place for my tuition class. Actually he was supposed to stay with me till the whole lesson ends but cos some things crop up thus he headed back home while i continue with my tuition till 4.10pm. Thereafter I then took a bus down to town to meet up with dezmond whom was over at Paragon settling some of his things there...once everything was done then accompany he and his friend to do shopping while waiting for Eiji and Dave to join us together for dinner over at Wisma's Food Republic. Shortly Vincent came over too to have dinner together with us all and over there, both Dave and I again had "炖汤" for our dinner lol...

Once dinner was done, we all then shop around wisma atria for awhile but shortly dezmond left to meet his friend leaving me with vincent, eiji and dave...since we all cant think of what to do then so all suggested why not go catch the movie "钱不够用2" aka "Money No Enough 2". It was actually a last mintue decision and we were lucky to be able to get tickets for the 9.35pm show lor...

Rating :

My Comments : It featured the twist of fate from poor to rich and back to poor. With the additional touch of family bondings & the stir of emotions, it’s definitely much better than MNE1. It also show how realistic people are when they are loaded and how are their parents treated..
A good comedy to laugh all your unhappiness & worries away!

Singapore's Birthday....

2008-08-10T03:20:00.000+08:00

Hmm....firstly a Happy 43rd Birthday to my country. But so what it is my nation's birthday...every year I have been hoping to get the tickets to watch the performances but none of the years my balloting of the tickets could be successful one lor until I gave up and decided to find my own programmes rather than celebrating it with my country. Lol..

In the end, i went ahead with my own programmes...first was to meet up with vincent and william where they came over my place to help me give a new look then thereafter once everything is done, then went down to meet up with Ethan and Eiji where Eiji and I share a cab down to Maxwell while Vincent, William and Ethan share the other cab. Upon reaching the place, we first go get ourself the 'stamp' then head down to chinatown the street alley there to grab some food before waiting for the party over @ PLAY to get started.

Shortly Dave came along with Adrain and a new friend...thereafter came Eiji and the rest too so all of us went in but there was some event held over there so it was only till 1am plus the place then get really "high"...but sad to say today our mood wasn't so good as compared to normal weekends as by 2am both dave and I already left the place heading back home liao lor.

Great day???

2008-08-08T01:29:00.002+08:00

in the evening met up with Vincent and dezmond over at Marina Square for dinner...actually i didnt feel like eating cos stomach not so well but since dezmond say he paying half the bill for me so went ahead with them to Sakae Sushi for the dinner buffet that includes all coloured plates, 1 free RED plate and 1 dessert...actually william and eiji suppose to join us also but cos they finish off work late so the three of us went ahead without them.

once dinner was done, we then left the place and went over to Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe to meet up with the both of them plus Ethan to accompany them for dinner there. While accompanying them for dinner, we all were deciding what to do after next...should we go home straight or go for a bowling game?

finally managed to convince ethan and eiji to join us all in the bowling game over at Marina Square Superbowl...i was like so happy lor cos my favorite leisure is bowling lor but haven't been playing it for quite some time due to my busy schedule and also cos my own bowling ball have been missing some time already.

the whole game finally ended around 12am plus where all left in cab back home...as i was not in the way with the rest thus i board the cab myself back home. it was a long night but guess all of has had a great fun just now playing bowling...

~the dinner had @ MS Sakae Sushi~

I am back..

2008-08-06T23:37:00.001+08:00

I am finally back to Singapore after my short K.L trip I went with Eiji and Dave from 4th August to 6th August...the trip this time was really an unforgettable one, had lots of heartfelt thanks and sadness when we left K.L on our last day.

Over in K.L, Dave and I get to know one new friend - Eric through Alvin whom provided us with lodging during our 3 days stay in K.L and the other new friend was Andrew, friend of Eiji whom was so kind of him to drive us all around K.L for our 2nd and 3rd trip.

Somehow some memories flow back on the first day where Dave and I arrived at Puduraya Bus Terminal...one year ago I was there with Dave and 2 other friends and I remembered very carefully that time the trip was really bad cos there were some misunderstandings thus the whole trip was badly affected such that I was very "emo".

This time round, tears came by but it is all moments of joy and happiness...the 3 days stay over at Eric's place was very heartwarming and thanks to Eric, Alvin and Andrew's great hospitality which makes us felt so at home. Those heartwarming feelings could not be expressed by words but only if you been through it yourself then will understand how it feels...

Besides many, many words of thanks and gratitude...i really dunno how to express my thanks to them all. It was the best moment I had in the year of 2008 and I am thankful to have known those 3 good friends from K.L. I am in loss of words...shall let the photos we took express my feelings..

thanks for everyting...

2008-08-04T03:04:00.000+08:00

today late evening met up with them all to have dinner together...this time round our dining place is a japanese restaurant over at Raffles City Shopping Mall - Shokudo, which has the same dining concept as Marché.

the world is really small sia...as I saw my tenant working at this restaurant and it also happened that a colleague of his was actually friend of vincent thus the meal we had there was a wonderful one cos we tend to have small little "benefits" from our friends lol...the happy moments we had there was fun too and before we left the place, we actually had zoner to join us making the group bigger...from 5 to total of 6 people.

thereafter, we then make our way out of raffles city shopping mall deciding on where to go next. It was then a tough decision and I almost got caught in a dilemna of whether to head back home or to join them all...dezmond actually suggested going over to MS for a bowling game and everyone was into his idea except me n dave..in the end we took almost an hour staying put over there of whether to go or not to until in the end finally decided to go over to Rochor Soy Bean Stall @ Selegie to have "豆花" first.

after having "豆花", it was almost coming to 12am plus le and i had to run with dave to "chase" his last bus of 65...tat was indeed tiring but somehow it seems so fun running together with him to chase after the bus lol. After he left, I am supposed to head back home but in the end was called by Dezmond and the rest to join them for late night shopping over at Mustafa...(Dave, sorry that I went to Mustafa with them...).

It was another day well spent with them all...thanks so much to them for bringing so much fun and enjoyable moments to me for the past few days. I really appreciate that...

P.S : To those stupid taggers, I am really enjoying my current life with a group of close friends...there is no reason why should I pretend being happy and neither do I feel any emptiness inside me. I am confident that these group of friends will stay with me and won't leave me for they are my true friends...STOP ALL THOSE NONSENSES GIVING THOSE CHILDISH REMARKS!!!

happiness stay with me 4eva..

2008-08-02T04:13:00.000+08:00

today was another well-spent day, a day filled with so much fun and enjoyment being with the presence of william, shalom, zoner and dave...i am glad to have them around, leaving me with nothing but happiness and great moments..

although it was a sudden decision of catching the movie - "The Mummy" but was glad none of them objected the idea of catching this movie so there we all are at Lido Cineplex's Golden Village, catching it at 11pm. While waiting for the movie to get started, we all first grab some food for our dinner....both dave and I had a burger from Subway while the rest had their food from Long John's Silver...

it was an hour more show so by the time it ended, it's almost coming to 1am but luckily there is night rider so no worries of how to get back home...overall the movie was still alright cos my favorite idol - Michelle Yeoh was in it but other than tat, i dun really like the storyline...

THE MUMMY: TOMB OF THE DRAGON EMPEROR

Overall, had an enjoyable moment spent with them all...thanks for giving me that. =)

another great and happy day...

2008-08-01T06:11:00.002+08:00

In the afternoon had dez to accompany me back home to get myself changed into something comfortable cos later accompanying Eiji go back to J.B whom needs to go back to settle some important issues...once I am done, i then left with Eiji and dezmond to Bugis Bus Terminal where we took the CW2 over to Woodlands Checkpoint. Everything was in a rush lor cos by 7pm Eiji had to settle his bus ticket else he wouldnt be able to go back but the sickening thing is dunno why on weekdays the singapore custom also have so many people sia...Zzz.

Once we were in J.B, Eiji hurriedly went to get his bus ticket settled then thereafter returned with us where the three of us then took a cab down to this place - "Taman Sri Tebrau Hawker Centre" somewhere near Pelangi Shopping Mall where Eiji made the order of so many different yummy food delicacies that includes BBQ stingray, "Chee Cheong Fun, BBQ Sotong, etc...

Once we had our dinner, we all then took the cab and return back to City Square mall where Eiji left us and board the bus to his destination...shortly came Vincent and William whom joined us back in City Square after their work but firstly was to accompany them both to have their dinner along the roadside stalls before deciding what to do next.

After their dinner was settled, we all decided to catch the movie - "The Mummy" but b'cos it was the first day of the movie so the theatre was fully packed thus this idea was called off...in the end we decided to go for karoke session but one bad thing is gotta wait till 12am then can start cos the rate will then be cheaper...thus went over to MacDonalds where we had some ice-cream for dessert and at the same time waiting for time to pass.

Soon came 12am so the four of us - William, Vincent, Dezmond and I then return back to Level 5 of City Square - Neway Karoke Box for our singing session...as compared to those karoke in singapore, the rates there are cheaper but only bad thing is the sound system not so good as it is. The happy moment finally come to an end around 4am plus and before we finally returned back to singapore, we all bought some breakfast over at the malaysia custome...these breakfast sold were so different from what we had in singapore, not only is it sold by the roadside but they are like the olden times in singapore whereby those food were cooked by the family and then brought to sell at roadside...we finally reached singapore at 5am.

Busy but enjoyable day...

2008-07-30T23:57:00.001+08:00

In the afternoon was busy giving tuition and today was really a busy day for me lor...once my tuition lesson was finished, i had to rush over to Sooma Coffeehouse to help dez collect his cheque and thereafter got to rush down to Kampong Glam @ Beach Road to collect my bursary...

All the busy stuffs finally come to an end around 8pm plus but then I was not allowed to take any rest cos soon some sms came in from him asking if I wanna go in to J.B to have dinner with him whereby it will be his treat...actually didnt feel like agreeing to his request but since he mentioned it was his treat so no harm going mah, so went ahead lor...took my passport and then board the CW2 bus and head over to woodlands checkpoint...

Actually was suppose to meet up with vincent over at J.B but it was already quite late and he had also gone back to SG so thus we both just had our dinner over at the roadside stall near City Square and then thereafter took the bus and head back to singapore...

The normal BBQ Chicken and BBQ Stingray we both always had in J.B :

Another happy day...

2008-07-30T01:13:00.002+08:00

nothing much happened until 7pm plus then met up with Eiji to accompany him for dinner over @ Cineleisure's Xin Wang Cafe...i actually dun have the intention of eating one but in the end cos Eiji say he treat me so go ahead lor. half way through our dinner, dez came along with vincent but they didnt want to eat over there so both eiji and I then accompanied they both go over to Level 4 Suki Sushi where they have their dinner there...half way through their dinner, william came and join us too thus making the meeting from only 2 person to 5 people then.

we all then left cineleisure after their dinner was completed and then took bus 65 down to Mustafa where I met up with Dave then joined the rest over at Mustafa shopping centre...the whole shopping ended around 12 am plus lor and before we went home, we all actually had supper at an indian restuarant lor thusit was already very late when the supper was finished so vincent, william and dez shared cab while Dave rushed over to the bus-stop opposite and he was lucky to have board the last bus back home...as for Eiji and I, we both walked over to Jalan Besar tat side to see if there were any more buses but to our disappointment there wasn't any thus Eiji board a cab home while I walked back home slowly all the way from Jalan Besar to my house...

A great day for me...

2008-07-28T22:57:00.002+08:00

My IAP is really driving me crazy....even with the help of my Liasion Office (LO) coming down to the company to talk to my supervisor, it doesn't seems to help and things even started to get worse. Everyday I am still asked to do stuffs which I have no idea what the hell it is and do things I have never even learn in school before...like what my LO says, if those things are related to my course of study then it is reasonable for me to pick up new skills but if they are just crap why should I do them?

In the end, this period of time in which i am attached to this company for my IAP, it indeed caused lots of stress to me thus making me had several fits seizures attack...that was like almost 5 attacks continuously within 2 weeks which was somehow considered very serious already. My IAP was thus affected cos in total i was given almost a week of MC being asked by the doctor to take a good rest to stop those attacks from happening...

Erm, thanks to the advice from my IAP Head Supervisor and my LO...they all advised me that for my current situation if i want to get out of it asap the only thing i can do is to request the doctor to give me 2 weeks MC from today onwards till 16th August and that will call my IAP to an end...so without hesistation, i went down to Silver Cross Clinic @ Yishun to look for the doctor and made that request to him...that finally came as a big relief cos the doctor indeed approved me of the MC and stated 2 weeks MC from now till 16th August.

Once I am done, left the place then went to North Point shopping mall to buy myself a new shirt then left the place heading down to town to meet up with dave...our night ended where we both had "豆花油条" at the Rochor Soy Bean Stall before heading back home

today was really a great day for me lor...not only am I FREE from my IAP, i even had a great moment spent with Dave lor...just me and him and no one else...thanks for making this day a good one for me.

1 Day Batam Trip...

2008-07-27T23:32:00.004+08:00

This morning woke up pretty early as compared to other sundays but that is because later by 6.45am we all have to reach lavender CC to meet up with my aunty and uncle cos all of us is going with the community centre to a one day trip to Batam...

We had lots of fun over there...not only had shopping and food spree but also full body massage that cost only S$20 for 1.5 hour session, it was like sOoo cheap lol...as there were too many happy moments that happened over there, i shall let the photos express my happy feelings then...

It was coming to 11pm when we finally returned back to Singapore...I had an enjoyable moment with my family and my relatives, I promised that I will be back to Batam this beautiful island soon....

Thanks to my mum for giving me such an enjoyable moment with my family and relatives...

In J.B

2008-07-26T23:14:00.003+08:00

it has been so long since i last brought my family out for dinner already so this afternoon decided to bring my mum and sis go over to J.B to have dinner and some shopping over there...as J.B is no longer unfamiliar to me so thus going in there is not a problem to me already.

the moment my sis returned back from her work, the three of us then took bus 170 from Fu Lu Shou to go over to Woodlands Checkpoint...luckily today the crowd over there was not too bad so soon we were out of the clearance.

once we were out of the SG and Malaysia custom, i then took both of them to take a bus where we head over to Tebrau City - JUSCO where we first started with our shopping...glad this time round both my sis and mum were happy from their shopping spree as we all did bought quite a few things. thereafter we then took a bus back to City Square where I brought them over to the roadside stalls to have our dinner...

the one day short trip to J.B finally eneded after I met up with william and vincent they all whom came in to City Square to get some things...but still the misunderstanding with him was not yet over, making me felt so miserable inside...haix, when are things gonna turned out right huh???

boring, boring....

2008-07-23T23:37:00.002+08:00

nothing much happened today and i was pretty sianz and at the same time feeling like shit...the quarrel with dez that took place at Eiji's work place was not yet over and till now almost i was given cold shoulder and shit attitude from him...that was the first time i had such sucky attitude from a friend lor which somehow makes me felt really pain and hurt...

luckily today in the late evening was still alright cos Dave and I managed to go over to town to meet up with my zoner kor to have dinner before heading to the Orchard station whereby we took the train back to our respective destination. It was a great evening spent with my kor and loverboy...hugs to them both.

With Zoner KOr + Dave :

Would i regret?

2008-07-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

This was a sudden decision made by me....tat is to have my hair cut and trim above shoulder length. Some of the reasons why I wanted it short cos I am sick of maintaining a long hair in such a hot and humid country and the other is to trim and cut away all the troubles and worries, giving myself a fresh new look and a fresh new start....

The new hairstyle will be cut away by my Eiji dear over at his salon which will also include ceramic rebonding and trimming off unwanted hair, keeping them neat...i was told to be there around 5pm plus but some things cropped out thus it was almost coming to 9pm plus when the whole process was finally done...

Somehow i felt abit regretful of the final outcome and plus just now at the salon some unhappy things happened between me, dave and dez thus making all of us the mood so sucky lor...for sure to me today not only is it my BAD HAIR DAY but also a day whereby all of us were in so bad mood that there were sulky faces on us and the worse thing was I had a so-called quarrel with the 2 guys and also caused Eiji to got into some form of trouble with his salon company....this day was really sucky.

night @ PLAY..

2008-07-20T02:52:00.001+08:00

another night for me to party but first had to thank my Faceshop girl for helping me with the makeup, making me look so beautiful after everything was done...once the makeup was done, i then make my way down to T.P to meet up with my kor and the rest.

Before Makeup :

After Makeup :

With William, Adrian & Dave :

Dave & eSther + Zoner :

eSther d loverGal + daVe d loverBoy :

Thank you guys for the great fun we all had just now...hugs to you all.

A night @ Vivocity...

2008-07-18T23:31:00.000+08:00

erm, my whole of the evening was spent over at dez's place...but very sianz cos nothing to do over there. Luckily had those small kids whom was at dez's place to entertain me with their fun and crappy actions else i think i will most probably be bored to dead lor...

till evening time then met up with vincent and william over at VivoCity cos the four of us will be catching the movie - "The Dark Knight" over there. Erm, thanks to dez for helping me to dress up too making me look so different that night...thanks for the effort.

The New Me...

Epilepsy Attack

2008-07-13T23:55:00.001+08:00

Haix, i knew i wouldnt be able to escape from this attack and indeed it happened...actually this morning while i was taking my shower I already realized abit of discomfort while in the toilet le but didnt want my mum and sis to know i m having this attack anytime , I quickly left the place and took a cab down to SGH to pick up Dezmond and then return to his place.

Over at his place, i tried to ask for some medications that can help me sleep well so as to avoid the trigger but somehow the medications he gave me was still not that strong as compared to the Lexotan I had such that after some time, the epilepsy attack triggered while I was in the toilet doing my "business"...

I cant remember how the whole incident happened but heard from Dezmond I was found in the toilet where my body was covered all with "shit" all over....he managed to find me with the help of his dog, Hugo whom brought Dezmond to the toilet when asked where am I. Once I am conscious, Dezmond helped me cleaned away those "shit" and then took me to the clinic near Yishun Central.

This time the attack was really severe as compared to those i had previously...not only I hurt my tongue while i bit them just now, i also did knocked my head against something in the toilet just now so thereafter not only i felt pain in my head and my tongue i also suffered short term memory loss in a way that i totally forget what had happened and why I was there, etc....

I had my life saved by desmond this time....if he didnt found me on time, i guess i would have died from bitting my tongue lor...but for sure i know there is partial memory loss on my side cos I really cant remember how did i end myself at desmond's place and why did the attack trigger?

Busy night...

2008-07-12T23:47:00.001+08:00

today was indeed a busy night for me lor...actually suppose to enjoy myself over at PLAY but in the end the enjoyment was called off cos of some urgent matters that I need to see into and plus my god-brother, zoner is also having some problems...

my whole of the afternoon was spent over at a friend's place until evening time then went down to Bugis QQ's Noodle House to meet up with Eiji and the rest to have dinner over there then went over to PLAY after we all had dinner.

but then something serious happened to dezmond such that i had to leave PLAY immediately and took a cab down to SGH to meet up with him whom was complaining of feeling discomfort all over him...actually in the afternoon when I was with him, i already realized him feeling unwell and plus he had swollen eyes after consuming some medications for his headache but didnt realized his condition got worse while he was out...

thus gotta left the rest at PLAY and quickly rushed down to SGH...i felt very sorry to the rest especially Dave but hope he could understand the current situation and he should understand that even if it is just a normal friend whom is in trouble at that moment, i would do the same by rushing over to his aid not because he is desmond that was why i am doing such things....

over at SGH attended to the A & E registeration and then soon accompanied him to see the doctor...he worries me suddenly cos not only his eyes were swollen but his mouth was trembling very badly plus whole of his face were as white as sheet lor. After some time he was then pushed into the observation room for further observation while i waited outside...at tat moment was really frightened lor cos all alone in the hospital and didnt know what will happen to him lor but luckily William and Vincent came to the hospital to accompany thus my fear slowly go off and it was really nice of them to stay with me till 4am plus lor...

in between, i actually took a cab back to PLAY cos need to pass the key to Eiji or else he wouldnt be able to retrieve his stuff from the staff unless he has the key so no choice but to go back there lor...after passing the key to Eiji, i then took a cab back to SGH but this time Zoner came along with me to the hospital cos he was feeling down at that moment...

so there he was with me, William and Eiji to accompany Dezmond until 4am plus we all then left him to rest while we went back home respectively...haix, indeed busy night for me right? Running to and fro like "siao" (crazy) gal lor...but hope everything will go well for Dezmond then. as for Dave, hope he can really understand the chaos situation i am in just now...

only pic taken but was at the hospital....

Movie Time...

2008-07-12T09:57:00.008+08:00

Erm, recently have been into movie freak lor...since the month of june till now I have catch almost 4 movies lor. In june catch the "You Don't Mess with the Zohan" with Alex and then was another movie "The Happening" where there were a total of 6 of us...first time in my life I watched with so many people till the whole row belongs to us...lol.

That time when we watched "The Happening", I remember there were 6 of us in total including Vincent, Eiji, William, Dezmond, Dave and I and guess wad, it goes the same for yesterday too when we all went to catch the movie "Red Cliff" at the Grand Cathay but this time round, we have 2 more friends joining us whom were Shalom and Ethral...so in total 8 of us. I was like WOW!!!

But the movie "Red Cliff" not so good as what we all expect lei...somemore it is about war which I had no knowledge of, luckily had Dave to do the explaination else I will be seen dozing off in the theatre already liao plus it is a midnight movie sure will fall asleep if the movie is a boring one. But the moment is more enjoying then the movie...haha.

The Movie - Red Cliff

With them all...

It was a great night out with them all...huggies! = )

FuCking Bitch!!!

2008-07-10T20:51:00.001+08:00

I hate my current IAP, I hate that stupid supervisor that is torturing me like hell...I wan put all these misery to a STOP NOW!!! Life at NETS is really a torture to me lor...when can this shit attachment come to an end soon? I just wanna get out of this hell place ASAP!!!!

In front of my lecturer, she was so nice to me but the moment my lecturer left...she is giving me fucking shit attitude..asking me to do all the impossibility. She knew very well that i dunno ASP.net and php but yet kept insisting that after a specific time frame i have to hand in these two things to her no matter wad...

I have already feedback my problems to my lecturer and she had even make a trip down to my work place to help me but this stupid fucking just wont let me off lor...i just hope August 16th will come soon so i can get out of this misery as soon as possible..

A Day In Orchard...

2008-07-06T23:39:00.001+08:00

late evening met up with the guys over at Orchard Cine's Suki Sushi for dinner...our seat was really cramped lor but no choice cos there are too many of us already lol. There were Ethan, Eiji, Vincent, William, Desmond and I over there...luckily the dinner was a fast one so overall still alright ah or else i guess everyone will sure be complaining here and there...

once dinner was done, we all went separate ways...Eiji and Ethan left to meet their colleagues for their karoke session leaving me with Vincent, William and Desmond..as Vincent was quite pissed off with both Ethan and Eiji for doing something tat is too much, we all decided to go for our karoke session too so there we were at Orchard Party World..

it was a great night for us all too...all happily enjoying ourselves at party world singing to our fullest lor. thanks to the guys for the accompany...i really had a great time with them all just now..

A Bad Day...

2008-07-06T10:30:00.002+08:00

Date : 5th July 2008

yesterday wasn't a good day be it for me or for him...i was being treated like a fool by a student of mine and then was the club night which spoil almost everyone's mood and then was he feeling so hurt that it was the first time i saw him in tears...

my afternoon was spent giving tuition to a P6 student over @ Lavender...i got this assignment just only yesterday and i took this assignment cos they are paying me $35/hour for one maths subject lor...but didnt know it was my first and last lesson cos after the lesson, the student told me she prefers group tuition to single tuition and plus her mother have no say in her daughter's decision, I had to stop the future lessons lor...aiya, dun care la since tat was their decision so respect them lor...took the $40 and left the place.

back at home was rotting, doing nothing lor..pretty sianz that half of my saturday weekend already wasted just like tat but luckily things started getting better after my dinner cos later at night i will be going clubing with Eiji, Dave and the rest lor.

there again some things were not going smoothly for any of us lor...first was Eiji whom saw someone he dun wish to see, followed by my zoner kor whose mouth was in pain and then was the sudden "emo" from "tat" person..the worse thing that i said the night didnt end good was the sudden cry from him and the feeling of being "deserted" when you needed friends' support at your very down moments..

both of us were so "狼狈" when we were at Yishun MacDonalds waiting for the first morning bus that will bring us back home..that kind of feeling is really bad lor, somehow make me realize who are then the friends i should keep lor. I am not trying to discriminate anyone or say unpleasant stuffs and I know very well i should be responsible for my own actions but the thing is at tat point of time, we both already in desire state and all we need is a place where we can forget everything and have a gd sleep so tat was why we approached our friends but to think none is willing to help lor..

haix, since it's over i wouldnt wan to say much le...let bygones be bygones then. Hope things will get better tml then...

Plan Cancelled..

2008-07-05T01:55:00.003+08:00

IAP @ NETS was really shitty and sucky but just gotta bear with it since already month of july le, means one more month to go and i will be free liao..so no matter how tough this route gonna be, i just have to take my pride and bear with this remaining one month lor.

Back to today, my afternoon was spent over at Dave's place helping him do the backup from his MAC laptop and it took almost the whole of the afternoon but glad somehow managed to help him retrieve some important datas so alright la then in the evening was supposed to meet up with Dez over at Woodlands Checkpoint cos the three of us going into J.B for our BBQ stingray but in the end this plan was being cancelled cos we were shocked by the huge crowd over at the custom that we all decided not to go in anymore and shall settle dinner elsewhere instead.

In the end, the three of us settled our dinner over at Woodlands Food Centre where we all had food like "炒粿條", "沙爹", "烧鸭饭", "炒福建面" and last but not least is the BBQ stingray Dezmond insisted on eating but that BBQ stingray is far too lousy as compared to the one we had in JB lor, not only small in size but also very costly..for one small piece about S$20+ lor in which the price if were to convert to M$ sure can have something bigger than what we had lor.

After dinner, we all went over toSheng Siong Supermarket to S.S.L.L...first time eSther went "marketing" with 2 guys lol but somehow it was really enjoying sia when you see how dez and dave were when they both "marketing" lor but the most funny thing to them was when we all were at B1 - the fresh seafood corner. When i was there, i started feeling nausea cos of the seafood that is over there lor and actually requested to go off but that stupid dave got so "addicted" to those live crabs and fishes that he didnt wan to leave and same goes for dezmond too..worse of all they both even laugh at me lor, saying i so useless cant stand those pundent smell!! I was like what the..

The day finally ended around 11.30pm when we all had reached Yishun but by then I had missed my last bus of 857 so quickly look around to see if there is any more buses available...luckily few mins later came 851 so board the bus and then later decide whether to transfer into another bus that will brought me to Bencoolen or to walk from Selegie all the way to my home..

In the end i got so tired that i went to bed immediately without changing the clothes i am in lor...time for bed then. Zzz..

Thanks friend..

2008-07-03T23:47:00.002+08:00

For the past few days was really hell world for me man...quarrels, scarastic remarks, tears, etc...all those troubles just wouldnt come to an end but keeps on going and going to the point i almost couldnt take it and wanted to walk out of the family but luckily a friend stopped me from doing so, i can say I am lucky to have him around these few days else I really dunno how to pull through when my loverboy is not around and I had no one to turn to...

What this friend did was accompany me to have fun and forget all the sad happenings for these few days and also would accede to whatever request from me lor...like yesterday, I really felt like SHIT until i decided not to go back home so asked him to help me think of suggestive ideas of where to go. In the end we both ended at the cheapest KTV - TOPONE KTV @ Bugis to sing...the rates here are really cheap after we both decided on the student package that cost us both in total $50 with 4 cups of drinks, one mini steamboat style and 4 hours of singing...besides singing KTV at Bugis, the other days the places we went was haviing "油条&豆花" at the famous Rochor Soy Bean shop then catching the movie "WANTED" @ Bishan Junction 8, then accompanying him to source for new handset over @ Woodlands...

You guys must be wondering how come I can have so much fun, then I dun need to report work @ my IAP meh??? Reason very simple that is I kenna food poisoning from my JB trip until I had 5 MCs in whole of this week...but definitely is the truth cos that was what the doctors had said after my few visits. First was just normal diarrhea, then next doctor diagnosed it could be food poisoning due to the pain near the abdominal area then the final round was confirmed it was "肠胃发炎" aka stomach inflammation so that was how the 5 days MCs came about lor..

I know i am supposed to rest at home la but plus the fact that my cold war with my mum is not yet over and i didnt want more quarrels so chose to stay out late during that 5 days and would only reach home before the clock strikes 12am thus will only be back home around 12, latest would be 1am for sure...just hope this friend would stay by me like what my loverboy is to me...

Sad n hurting week...

2008-06-30T21:53:00.000+08:00

it was just a short trip with 2 of my friends and there you are making a big fuss out of it...c'mon GET A LIFE MAN!!! I AM ALREADY 25 and no longer still the 18 year old gal you thought I am. With no freedom and still curfews at my age...i was like WTH sia!!!

apparently it was cos of the JB trip i went yesterday and plus the fact that I was not back home so i could understand why she was so pissed off but not to the extend of getting me outta of the house lor..why cant she let me live the life i wanted? Having me locked up in the house wont make me a filial daughter and dun expect me to be like my "woodblock" sister whom does nothing but only knows how to communicate with her laptop. Is that what she really want me to be, a daughter whom dunno anything but all rely on the mother...a daughter whom doesn't knows a single thing...a daughter whom dunno how to fight for her own rights???

was it realy wrong of me to choose friends to believe and not my family? was it right of me to pick up a quarrel with her just cos she gave scarcastic remarks over my friends...did i make the right choice this time by having those few close friends by my side rather than my family? As i ponder into thoughts, tears started rolling down...why is my life so miserable? Why is it that my family cant understand what i am really going through....why cant my mum be more lenient towards me by giving me more air? WHY, WHY, WHY???

One Day in J.B..

2008-06-29T23:46:00.001+08:00

This morning I woke up pretty early lor but that was cos I need to get myself ready as later in the afternoon I will be going to JB with dezmond and dave...this intention of going to JB was already decided few days ago liao so there the three of us at woodlands MRT station control and then took bus 950 in to J.B.

The first thing we did was to exchange S$100 to Malaysia Ringgit and thereafter decide on where to go...actually Dezmond suggested going to this place "七实路" aka The Store to have our lunch but he dunno how to tell the taxi driver the actual name of this place and even if he does managed to find a chinese driver, none of them know where the hell is this place thus we all decided to take the cab down to JUSCO @ Tebrau City instead. Both dave and i actually suggested taking the bus down to JUSCO but desmond insisted on taking the cab so thus we spent about RM$15 to reach JUSCO.

The next thing the moment we reach JUSCO was to find food cos all of us were really hungry already...in the end decided on a THAI restaurant for lunch but somehow felt abit "cheated" lor, paying for RM$45 for a few dishes which cant even filled up our hungry stomach...tat was really a wrong choice lor. Thereafter we then started our shopping spree over at JUSCO and I started looking for my stuffs while the other 2 guys shopped their stuffs...the first item being picked was by Dezmond and then slowly my stuffs.

It was indeed a great shopping experience over @ JUSCO as compared to at City Square...all of us had bought a few items lol. I have one new handbag, one corset while Dave had a leather bag which was really affordable from RM$549 then 70% discount and then further 50% discount so the final price was like only RM$80 for the leather bag...so cheap until both Dezmond and Dave bought one each lol..then Dave also bought himself a pair of heels for his cousin, a set of mattress cover..

Our last stop was somewhere near the custom where we had dinner along the roadside of those food stalls...the dinner was so much better as compared to the one we had earlier at the THAI restaurant at JUSCO lor. It's only RM$42 and we had so many yummy food lor..looks like I am smarter when it comes to food lol!!! It was pretty late when we are done with our dinner and i can say it was really fun today lor although we couldnt make it for the party over @ St James...but guess this JB trip was even fun...

Pics Taken @ Jusco Tebrau City :

My shopping day...

2008-06-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

Today is really my shopping day lor but firstly I like to thank Dezmond for offering such useful tips making me have a new change over in terms of my fashion sense and bringing my self-confidence to a higher level.

We both first started off at Paya Lebar's This Fashion whereby Dezmond helped me in choosing a few pieces of TOPS for me to try on...I dunno was he really that superb b'cos sizes like M and L which doesn't suit on me when landed on his hands, became just so fitting for me lor. In the end, I bought myself a cape top, a reddish-pink cardigan and a black sleeveless top...all adding up to $55 in total.

Our next destination was to City Plaza where our next thing to look out would be footwear and bags...the time spent at City Plaza was the longest among all. When we are finally done with all the shopping, it's almost coming to 8pm lor and with me is a pair of new shoes that cost me $55, one bag for dave and dezmond whose is O.C tat adds to a total of $50.

See, really big shopping for me today lor...but the night has not ended cos our next stop is going over to Changi Airport's T3 where Dezmond is bringing me, together with William and Dave over to this fast food restaurant - "Popeyes Chicken & Biscuit" for dinner. This fast food restaurant's concept is something similiar to KFCs but only difference is that they do serve biscuits unlike KFC and their mashed potato is with cajun gravy. In the end the four of us had a family set that comes with 8pcs chicken, one mashed potato, one coleslaw and 4 drinks...yummy yummy.

But it was pretty late when we are done with our dinner lor...so hurry that we were rushing for our last bus lor but luckily the bus 36 which I can take came so quickly rushed over to the bus and board the bus. As for Dezmond and the rest, they gonna wait for some time then will the bus arrive..haha!!

The Happening..

2008-06-25T23:45:00.002+08:00

Nothing much happened except in the late evening met up with Eiji and Vincent over at Orchard Cineleisure for dinner first then watch the movie - "The Happening" with the rest like William, Dezmond and Dave later..

Erm, that feeling of watching movie with a big group of friends was really different...there was a total of 6 of us and we almost occupy the whole row in the theatre lor but somehow it seems like we chose the wrong movie sia.

Synopsis :

From director M. Night Shyamalan (The Sixth Sense, Signs) comes a lightning-paced, heart-pounding paranoid thriller about a family on the run from an inexplicable and unstoppable event that threatens not only humankind… but the most basic human instinct of them all: survival.

It begins with no clear warning. It seems to come out of nowhere. In a matter of minutes, episodes of strange, chilling deaths that defy reason and boggle the mind in their shocking destructiveness, erupt in major American cities. What is causing this sudden, total breakdown of human behavior? Is it some kind of new terrorist attack, an experiment gone wrong, a diabolical toxic weapon, an out-of-control virus? Is it being transmitted by air, by water… how?

For Philadelphia high school science teacher Elliot Moore (Academy Award® nominee Mark Wahlberg) what matters most is finding a way to escape the mysterious and deadly phenomenon. Though he and his wife Alma (Zooey Deschanel) are in the midst of a marital crisis, they hit the road, first by train, then by car, with Elliot’s math teacher friend Julian (Emmy® Award winner John Leguizamo) and his 8 year-old daughter Jess (Ashlyn Sanchez), heading for the Pennsylvania farmlands where they hope they’ll be out of reach of the grisly, ever-growing attacks. Yet it soon becomes clear that no one – and nowhere – is safe. This terrifying, invisible killer cannot be outrun. It is only when Elliot begins to discover the true nature of what is lurking out there – and just what has unleashed this force that threatens the future of humanity – that he discovers a sliver of hope that his fragile family might be able to escape what is happening.

With The Happening, Shyamalan goes back to his roots with a stripped-down, gut-wrenchingly intense thriller - a tale of disaster, harrowing escape, and of nature in deadly conflict with humanity. At its core, the story is perhaps his most immediate and direct, as it follows just three people – a man, a woman and a child – on the road, running from a nameless, faceless catastrophe. But it is also a story that boldly puts forth a haunting vision of an epic apocalypse triggered not directly by man but by the natural world: that asks what happens when the primal human instinct for preservation goes away: and that explores how love and tenderness might help keep us alive in the darkest and most threatening of times.

Overall not really a good movie as compared to the "You Don't Mess with the Zohan" which I watched yesterday...

Nice Place..

2008-06-24T14:16:00.005+08:00

erm, another boring day for me today...so sianz until I actually took the cab down to this cafe where dezmond was working - Sooma Coffeehouse @ China Square. This place was actually a small cafe whereby they have freshly brewed coffee which is so different from those sold at Coffeebean or Starbucks..

I was really bored that not only I went all the way down there to have lunch and also met up with my friend, Dominic over at Sooma Coffeehouse. Actually was also supposed to asked Eric to join me and Dominic for lunch but cos his lunch break was a short while so in the end didnt get him to join us. Over at the coffeehouse, I had a Japanese salad from Dezmond's recommendation while Dominic had a bagel bread and i can say the japanese salad that dezmond intro was indeed yummy and special..

once lunch was completed i then stayed there awhile to wait for dezmond to finish work but that was the first time I had such a long lunch break lor such that i started worrying how to explain to my attachment supevisor were to ask me but luckily has dezmond's good idea so i felt a relief but glad i was lucky too cos didnt get to do any explaination when back at the office cos that supervisor wasn't around too..

anyway, thanks to Dominic for the accompany and the recommendation from Dezmond for that good place..

@ Sooma Coffeehouse :

~ The YuMmy Japanese Salad and the Bagel Bread ~ :

As for the evening, I first had dinner with my "DSB" over at PS's Burger King before meeting Alex over at The Cathay for our 7.20pm movie - "You Don't Mess with the Zohan".

sianz...

2008-06-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

erm nothing happening today except met up with the guys over at Kopitiam Food Court just now to accompany them all for lunch...damn boring sia but luckily Eiji they all always have ways to make the atmosphere liven up so afterall it does kill my boredom a liitle lor...

once accompany them for their dinner, we all then walked over to the bus-stop near Paradiz centre where each took their respective buses back home...that was how the day for me came to an end.

I dunno what they guys are doing but for sure we all are really sianz for the day....

A Great Day....

2008-06-22T23:42:00.004+08:00

Yesterday's clubbing was indeed a great one but sure bound to have sacrifices which is insufficient sleep lor. It was almost coming to 3am when both Dave and I finally returned back to our friend's place and good for Dave that he immediately doze off after having his shower while I was actually watching some movie with my friend till 5am plus...

Then this morning cos not used to the new environment thus I was already awake by 10am and cos i coulnt sleep, I make sure the other two cant either so there I was waking them up...but my retribution for disturbing their sleep is to prepare brunch for them lor. Sianz....

So there i am preparing my "拿手" food - Fried Rice but only difference was this time it is Tomato Fried Rice instead of those standard fried rice and an additional food I learnt from Desmond - Tomato Omelette. But the funny thing was I thought he is using that as a side dish but it turned out not..he actually puts them into the fried rice and says it's nicer that way lor so go ahead with his suggestion.

After lunch, the three of us had a Disney Monopoly game which was somehow really interesting lor...lots of fun and laughter lol, like Dave keeps on building cottages on his land and as for Desmond, dun have much property in hand but cos of the 3 special property he owns he became rich the moment the other player steps in thus he won the game in the end because he was the richest among us.

It was already late evening when we finished the game so then go get ourselves prepared cos we will be meeting Eiji and te rest of our friends over at Bugis to eat steamboat as upon Desmond's invitation. Thanks to Desmond for helping me dress up and styling my hairstyle, making me look so different from my normal self...not only my lashes became longer, i can even say "Bye Bye" to my "包包脸" lol.

Busy, busy day....

2008-06-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

this morning woke up pretty early cos had arranged to go to the gym for workout with dave over at Tampines so firstly met up with him @ bugis MRT and then took the train down to Tampines. we both decided to have a light breakfast then go back his place to get some stuffs before going over to the gym but in the end cos was too tired and slacking around thus the gym schedule was called off.

Photo of Ji Ji taken at Dave's place :

i then left the place around 1pm plus cos had to go home to get some software as i will be going over to my friend's place @ Yishun later in the evening to help him repair his laptop...as he was also a friend of dave so i asked dave to joined me over there too. In the end i had to spend about $12 to take a cab over to Yishun cos i am already far too late from the scheduled meet-up time...so heart pain sia, $15 lor!!!

after meeting up with him, we both went to NTUC to do some marketing before starting my repair and diagnostic check over at his place...for his laptop, his main problem was the laptop has been affected by quite a few malware other virus attacks so basically a REFORMAT is all that is required but designer students like him only know how to use software so if their hardware have problem, they wouldnt know how to fix it lol.

guess wad? Just the backup data and the removing of virus took me almost 5 hours lor!!! Actually I can just reformat the PC but that friend insisted the backup data which is very, very important so no choice but to do that lor. Luckily in return of this help to him, i got a scrumptious meal from him...home cooked yummy spahegetti lol.

~Yummy Spahegetti~

Besides the yummy dinner, this friend also helped me to dress up nicely cos later at night I am going clubbing with the normal group of friends...thus Dave and I left his place and took a cab down to PLAY cos we didnt want to pay for the entrance fee. Actually it was already over 100 when we reached there lor but thanks to that friend of mine whom managed to let us in for free...so there we are clubbing lor!

Astrology Analysis Bingo

2008-06-19T12:18:00.003+08:00

Everyday before I start my new day, I will sure do one very important thing...that is to check out my horoscope analysis for the day to see if it will be a smooth-riding day for me. What i normally do in the first morning was to login to my Yahoo Email and then followed by my Friendster Login to check on my astrology analysis for that particular day to see any good or bad things i should look out for in order to make my day a smooth one.

As normal, this morning as I was early for work so quickly had my laptop switched on and then started logging in to my yahoo mail and friendster...there is much analysis from yahoo mail but over at Friendster, I saw something which was up to 100% accurate lor...my reading for the day was as follows :

The Bottom Line

A huge workload doesn't have to intimidate you. You can do this! You are a star.

In Detail

You are just finally coming around to understanding the true scope of the amount of work you have to do today -- at your job, in a romantic partnership, or in a friendship. This sudden realization could overwhelm you, but it doesn't have to. The soldier in you knows that you can do this! No task is too tough for you, especially if you are humble and honest about how you're feeling. Reach out to the other person (or people) involved in this task, and get them to contribute to the solution.

I said it was 100% accurate because shortly my IAP supervisor came over and discuss with me about my progress of the assigned project I am working on...it was after the discussion I then realized there is some change in the requirements of the project and it happen so coincidently after realizing it, i find it is much simpler as compared to the previous requirements.

100% Bingo for this day's analysis... =)

Stop controlling me...

2008-06-19T08:41:00.003+08:00

I am extremely upset over what had happened in the later part of the night yesterday...first was the conflict i had with my mum and then was the small quarrel I had with him. I am supposed to enjoy myself over at powerhouse but in the end didn't expect myself to be in tears lor.

First was my mum whom kept calling me, asking me to go back home asap. I knew it was coming to 1am and tml I still have to work but the thing is I know how to manage my time and be responsible for whatever actions I have done...For sure I know i will have no difficulty waking up to go for work tomorrow that was why I chose to remained outside with my friends...she dun seem to understand me and kept saying since my friends are so important and so good, then i might as well move over to their place, etc...

The thing is i hardly meet that god-brother of mine for almost 2 years so we does have alot of things to chat when we do meet-up, i am aware that tml i will still have to work @ 8.30am but there i told her if i have no problem waking up then it will be alright...i even told her, if i want to play and have fun to the extreme for sure i wouldn't choose weekdays whereby still have to report to work the next day unlike weekends where i dun have to so the most i stayed out late will be till 2am the latest and i find it alright cos normally if i were at home, i will also drag till 2am then go to bed so i dun see any problem in my actions for yesterday lor...

The worse thing was I actually was hoping my sister could put some help by telling my mum but in the end she stand on her side, kept calling me then say why so late already still dun come home, etc.

What i want her to know is : " I AM ALREADY A GROWN-UP, NO LONGER THE 18, 19-YEAR OLD GAL WHOM DUNNO HOW TO DIFFERENTIATE WHAT IS RIGHT WHAT IS WRONG...I KNOW WHOM ARE THE RIGHT FRIENDS TO HANG OUT WITH SO DUN INTERFERE MY CIRCLE OF FRIENDS I CHOSE...AND FOR GOODNESS SAKE DUN KEEP ON THINKING ALL MY FRIENDS HAVE BAD MOTIVE TOWARDS ME OR I HAVE SOMETHING WHICH THEY CAN RIPPED ME OUTTA OF!!!"

Dun really force me until I cant take it that i had to leave the house....i will really do so if she kept discriminating my circle of friends. Not that I want "友情不要親情" but have she asked why I put some much trust in my friends??? At least when I needed a good cry out and a shoulder to lean on, they are there for me....even though there is no solution from them but at least they still knows how to show me concern by giving me a listening ear and cheering me up with their jokes...but when i needed such concern and attention, before i could say what i want to say...she already raise her voice at me liao, then how am i going to continue what i initially wanted to say???

Communication is the key to everything but if even a simple asset like such cant be found in the family, then where will there be harmony??? 所謂的"傢和萬事興"這麽可能會存在呢？

Was it great?

2008-06-18T23:59:00.002+08:00

Wow, it has been such a long time since I last met up with that god-brother of mine lor and i think it's almost coming to 8 years since i first know him. So there I arranged a meet-up with him over at Bugis Breko Cafe tonight at 8.30pm...actually before meeting up with him i did sms him cos i am really afraid he would put me "aeroplane" but luckily he assured me that the meeting will go ahead so i felt much better.

As I am meeting dave and some friends over at VivoCity for dinner so i then asked my god-brother if he is alright to meet me over there...luckily he is alright with that so it didnt cause much "不方便" to anyone of them. But i was abit pissed off with my god-brother lor...we both arranged to have dinner together lor but in the end cos he too hungry le so went to have dinner without waiting for me...sianz lor!!! Luckily i agreed to meet up with Dave and Steve over at Vivocity for dinner so at least i dun need eat alone.

So there we are at Food Republic eating the "擂茶飯", a traditional Hakka dish that is low in calorie, fat, salt, and MSG, yet high in fibre, vitamin, and antioxidant. This dish was nothing new to me as I had had it before but to the 2 guys it's something new. Once dinner was finished, we left the place and started our shopping at VivoCity.

But soon my god-brother arrived so i then left with him where Dave and the rest continue their shopping. My god-brother brought me to this restaurant facing the sea-front called "Brotzeit German Bier Bar & Restaurant" where German Beers were served....he ordered himself a 1 litre Big Mug of Paulaner Weissbier which is a type of wheat beer then as for me i had nothing because I am not a good drinker when it comes to beer.

There we both are, where me happily listening to all his funny experiences and jokes lol...this god-brother of mine is only older than me by 5 years but he seems to have lots of learning experience to share with me or sometimes he would provide me with very good advices on the aspects of life...i always felt very good after our meet-up, cos he sure will have his ways to make me forget whatever problems I have and make me feel relaxed with his jokes and story sharing.

Our meet-up ended around 10.45pm where I had to go over to St James to meet up with Dave and the rest as i was on the guess list of the event - Mister Singapore 2008 held there. So thus left VivoCity and went over to St James Powerhouse. Thanks to Dave's friend thus I was on the guest list and could go in by the express VIP entry...but i missed the first few of show so by the time i settled myself, it's already coming to an end so thereafter i left my stuffs in the locker and went back to the dance floor to join my friends.

Erm, i should say the music was not that nice as compared to those in PLAY or those played in Powerhouse but on sundays...soon my mood was like sux and plus the irriating calls from my mum asking me to go back home. In the end i really had no choice but to leave but never would i expect myself to be in anger and at the same time almost crying in tears the moment i walk out of powerhouse...exact happening i wouldnt say anymore but for sure the later part of the night was really terrible and the moment where i actually enjoyed myself with a great laugh was when i was with my god-brother...

My new room..

2008-06-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

haix, today work until pretty late lor cos it's almost coming to 7.30pm when I finally reached home...the whole of this today I didnt had anything except apples lor, like one apple in the morning...2 in the afternoon and before I left my company had another apple so it's like 4 apples in total for today.

so the moment i went back home had some light bites from the dinner my mum had prepared...after dinner I then give myself a short rest by watching the 7pm drama show awhile before working on my photos that was taken while I was out having fun the past few days...as my mum told me she bought a new cabinet inside the room so went in and have a look.

the cabinet fits in just nice at the corner beside my computer table so thus I had an idea; that is to bring my desktop PC and the ACER monitor TV into the room, making that table as a computer table in which i can work on my stuffs inside the room.

with the help of my mum and sis, everything got in place nicely after 15mins and soon I had a personal area which I can work on my stuffs and play my favorite club music with the powerful set of bass speakers i had inside...that was really awesome lor!!!

The new cabinet which my mum bought for only $20/-!!!

*_*My new study area*_*

Wow, it just seems so perfect in that cosy corner right...LOL!

I am really sleepy...

2008-06-16T12:03:00.004+08:00

Oh my god...yesterday night was really a good one lor, so good until I lost my voice when i call an end to the night and but luckily today I never go work thus i slept until 1pm plus then took the bus down to Jurong East ACER to get my laptop repaired.

As i just have to do a dropoff of my laptop over there for them to do the diagnostic check so very fast it was settled and I can leave the place so I then took the IBP shuttle bus back to Jurong East station and then from there took the train down to Clarke Quay to have my brunch @ Central's Pepper Lunch.

Thanks to a short survey taken at Orchard that time thus i had this $10 voucher which entitles me to a meal over @ Pepper Lunch. Pathetic me thus having a scrumptious meal alone over there...but overall I only need to pay $1.20 for a student set meal that is actually worth $5.90, a chicken salad worth $4.90 and upsize the meal with additional $2. After the meal then took the bus back home...that was how my off day was spent. =(

Pictures taken yesterday @ St James :

Busy Sunday..

2008-06-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

haha, dunno why today my house so many visitors lor...first was my auntie whom brought along Baby Grace - my cousin's daughter and together was also my cousin. Their stay was pretty long but all cos of one main purpose, that is to meet up with our new AIA insurance agent whom promised to come at 10am but already coming to 1pm still no sight of him.

it was then till 2pm plus he finally appeared and the moment he arrives we all get him down to serious matters - bout insurance policy. As mine was just a savings plan so all i have to do is to verified that I an aware there is change of insurance agent and the rest is left for that agent to explain to my sis bout her insurance scheme and then followed by my cousin's enquiry.

the next visitor was my cousin gerald and his wife whom came over to enquire on some insurance issues and also to fetch their daughter back...shortly came Dave whom wants to take a look at my dog, Bobby. Erm i wanna say a big THANK YOU to him for helping me so much today lor...from helping me choose the shampoo best for dogs and then helping Bobby to shower from head to toe, helping me to clear up all the mess of shit Bobby had and lastly even accompanying me make the trip all the way to SPCA to send Bobby away. The worse encounter he had was seeing Bobby shit so many times in a row in which was actually equivalent to three weeks of shit from his Ji Ji lor.

after returning back from SPCA, we both quickly get ourselves prepared cos tonight will be going to St James for the Mr Singapore 2008 held over there...as Eiji and Wilson are also coming along so I invited them over to my place first as I am still not ready. So my second last group of visitors was Eiji and Wilson and lastly followed by Dave's friend - Adrian.

the busy day today seems like my place is a hospital lor whereby so many visitors come during visiting hours which is around 12pm then by around 8pm cos the visiting hours are over so slowly one by one will make their way out except those whom are closer can stay around lol...haha, indeed it sounds abit similiar lor. Alright, back to my busy day...the house was finally back to its usual self only around 9pm plus when I left with all the guys going down to vivocity while left in the house was my mum and my sis.

Wishing him all the best!!

2008-06-15T18:38:00.000+08:00

In my previous entry i mentioned about a small dog - Bobby...so now I gonna explain how did he came into my family and the troubles he had brought to us during his few days stay.

Bobby, a 3 month old male puppy was given by a friend of my mum. His breed type is Jack Russell Terrier Cross Breed Beagle and before we had him, he was found at a construction site on the 28th of last month by his previous owner whom is staying at Sembawang. We had him brought into our family yesterday when that friend of my mum drove us over to Sembawang. The reason why we had to take him back without checking whether is he HDB-approved because if we dun take him in, then he will be brought to the AVA which will be "Put to sleep" for such cross breed dogs that have been found.

In order not to see such mishap happened on such a cute dog like Bobby, we decided to take him in first because the previous owner's children are still young and when the school term starts next week, they will be getting even busier so wont have time for Bobby. But i was really careless lor for not checking carefully what his breed type was and didnt understand his characteristic then just brought him home lidat...

It was only the next day then I realised his breed type and had it clarified with the AVA that for Bobby's breed, it can grow really big so it is not allowed for HDB flats...on top of that, we realized this type of breed can be really intelligent and to toilet-train them all the owner needs is "PATIENCE". Once the owner can achieved that, it is really easy to own the dog even though it can grow very big but not for Bobby's case cos he is considered a stray dog so sure bound to experience some negative "characterisitic" like difficult toilet-train.

Indeed we all really experienced that lor...it's already the third day but he is still not able to do his "business" in the toilet. The moment we unleash him and let him runs around in the living room, shortly he will just shit and urinate anyhow around the place turning the whole family upside down. Like today evening after my cousin and family had all left the place, Dave helped me gave Bobby a bath after we had purchased a shampoo for him but guess wad???

The moment Dave finished drying him and let him go into our room, Dave and I realised there is shit coming out so we both quickly carried him and bring him to the toilet where Dave taught him that the toilet is the place he should shit...then thereafter helped him clean. But minutes later, Bobby again shitted and this time was in the living room and the worse thing is this time round both of us didnt get in time to bring him to the toilet so had no choice but to let him shit there...this big lump of shit scares Dave off as he was telling us the amount was equivalent to Jiji's 3 weeks shit lol. Then dave told me I have got myself into big trouble already by having Bobby whom is a "dirty stray dog". The last time where he shits around again is just 15mins later and again in the living room, this really make me and my mum at loss lor.

After some discussion with my family and hearing some gd advices from Dave, we decided to bring Bobby to SPCA cos there were many reasons we are unable to keep him. First is he is not HDB-approved breed type, secondly based on the fact that he is a stray dog it's very hard to train him, lastly is that Bobby will grow into a big dog cos of his mixed beagle breed type. So i then gave SPCA a call to see if it is possible for me to bring Bobby over this moment cos I didnt want later when my feelings for him had grown more and by then it is harder for me to give him away.

So Dave helped me come up with a good suggestive reason why we are giving it away then once agreed on the explaination, we both quickly brought Bobby together with its leash and went to take a cab down to SPCA. Over there Bobby will first be brought to be placed in the cage...while we bring him there, he kept sticking close to Dave like didnt want us to leave him there. I almost cried out while seeing him "whining" but we are really left with no choice cos if leave him with us he sure suffer one lor.

Just hope Bobby will find a good home whom can provide him a good place to run about and a loving owner whom will treat him like dearest one.

Boring Saturday...

2008-06-14T21:15:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night was great, so great that I am really enjoying myself thus today being a Saturday was hoping to have a good sleep but didn't know my irriating mum tries to wake me up...asking me to make a trip down to ACER to send my damaged adapter for check to see if a new replacement could be made.

After the 30mins wait, a new adapter was being replaced for free and I was advised to bring back my laptop to do a data backup and then bring back to ACER within this month to send in for diagnostic check to see if there is any infected areas that needs to be replaced since the system is still under "Extended Warranty" till end of next month. Soon we left ACER and took the IBP shuttle bus out to Jurong East station cos we will be meeting my sis over there to take the IMM shuttle bus to IMM to have our lunch and do some "marketing" over at IMM's GIANT.

Everything was completed in less than an hour and this time our "marketing" was spent lesser than $50 so it was still alright or else my mum is sure going to give us a severe scolding for spending so much of her money. Thereafter, we left the place and took the bus 197 back home...the journey took more than an hour lor thus the three of us fell asleep during the journey.

But i pity my poor mum sia...she already didnt managed to get a wink on the bus just now and the moment she reached home, she had to attend to the shit that was lying in all parts of my living room left by my puppy, Bobby. Luckily she was fast so soon she managed to turned the living room "Spick and Span" again. Actually in the evening my mum did suggested going over to Chinatown's hawker centre to have dinner but the idea was being rejected because we were all still very full from the heavy lunch we had at IMM so my sis then suggested why not ask my mum to cook for us fried rice instead...luckily my mum agreed. Lol!!!

Erm, I am actually supposed to meet up with my friends for another round of clubbing over @ PLAY but cos I am still tired from the previous hangout so I rejected their inviation. That was how my boring saturday weekend ended...=)

Great Fun @ PLAY

2008-06-14T09:56:00.004+08:00

Erm, I actually had no intention of going over to PLAY yesterday night cos that stupid Darryl just piss me off lor and plus Mr Loyalty became Mr Unfaithful lor for he promised to meet me over there but in the end the night @ PLAY gonna end already still no sight of him lor...

Aiya, dun care Mr Unfaithful and that stupid Darryl le so I went ahead to PLAY. As it was still far too early before the night really gets started, I took a short rest at the sofa seat area while waiting for the rest to come. Shortly, i saw some familiar faces and soon saw Eiji and Darryl heading towards the washroom direction thus quickly went over to look for them. The both of them seems to have a theme of themself today lor...both in the same color outfit and each has a big spectacle that looks alittle "oh~biang" (nerdy) lol.

As it was still early and PLAY will only get really HIGH around 12am plus so the three of us decided to go over to Maxwell Food Centre to grab some bites first...thereafter then went back to PLAY. The first thing when we return back was to order drinks because before 12am it's 1-for-1 and there I told myself never to make myself drunk agaiin so no matter wad today must control my drinking.

There we all getting really "HIGH" over there lor...shortly Boy and his friends came over and joined us at the dance stage too so there were about 7 of us all at the dance stage which is somewhere near to the Dj. I was really impressed by all the songs played by the Dj lor...all were really my favorite, like "Tattoo"; "Feedback"; "Touch My Body"; "Run the Show" and many more. There was one new song that goes "Ah ya ya ya..." which was really nice and I tried asking around but nobody seems to know the title until Eiji's friend Ivan told me that title is "Outta My Head" by Ashlee Simpson and he have the song but not in his phone right now...Erm but it was again nice of him to give me his msn as he says he will send it to me when he sees me online. Haha...i got one more nice track on my playlist already lol.

The night for me finally ended around 3am plus where I left with Eugene and Boy to Maxwell to grab some drinks before making our way home by sharing a cab since all staying in the east side...tonight was really a HIGH night for all of us lor, guess this is the first time i am really enjoying myself..as in dancing crazily with the great music played. As for Darryl's return to Malaysia for his army, we all gonna miss him lor....wish him all the best bah, we will see him soon in another 3 months time which is somewhere in September.

Enjoy the pics of the night.. =)

Sex and The City...

2008-06-12T09:50:00.014+08:00

Firstly a BIG "Thank-You" to Mr Loyalty and Mr Kind whom accompanied me to watch the movie "Sex and The City", it was a great movie and thanks to the great accompany which makes watching the movie a great experience. A movie which was funny and touching, somehow makes me realized the significance of true friendship which I have faith it will stay with me forever. =)

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The hit cable series Sex and the City catwalks its way onto the big screen in this feature-film continuation that fans all over have been clamoring for. Sarah Jessica Parker returns once again as Carrie Bradshaw, the style-maven journalist whose romantic exploits were the key focus of the show. Also reprising their roles are Kim Cattrall and Cynthia Nixon, with the series' executive producer Michael Patrick King taking on writing and directing duties. Several years have passed since viewers last saw Carrie and company, though she's still involved with Mr. Big and completely consumed by her obsession for name-brand accessories. Meanwhile, Miranda is adjusting to married life and motherhood, Charlotte is still clinging to her dreams, and Samantha and handsome, steely eyed TV star Smith Jerrod Jason Lewis are now living together out in L.A. Of course, when the girls all come together, it's just like old times. Jennifer Hudson co-stars as Carrie's assistant. -

Featured Cast :

Sarah Jessica Parker as Carrie Bradshaw
Kim Cattrall as Samantha, Samantha Jones
Kristin Davis as Charlotte, Charlotte York
Cynthia Nixon as Miranda, Miranda Hobbes. Lastly,
Chris Noth as Mr. Big

This movie was really good, somehow I was so touched by it that I almost wanted to cry out but in the end had my tears controlled cos Mr Loyalty is there, can't let him see I crying lor. Overall ☆☆☆☆☆ for this movie!!!

They almost screwed up my day!!!

2008-06-12T01:45:00.001+08:00

Yesterday had a hard time trying to book for the movie ticket - "Sex and The City" over at VivoCity's Golden Village lor because of the sickening e-NETS transaction, but in the end finally managed to purchase 2 seats via the AXS machine and my mood was like hell shit lor...a moment wa full of joy but the other moment was full of anger, and all this was cos of that stupid Mr Loyalty.

He promised to watch the movie with me and kept praising himself how loyal he is as a friend to me for that movie he had already watched it, so now he is watching it again for the sake of accompanying me...but in the next moment when he realized how near we are to the screen, he rejected the idea of going but there again around 8pm plus his msg came in telling me he will meet me as usual at harbourfront. So there I am with my mood being badly affected by him....one minute say wan to go, the other min say not going. In the end i got so pissed off that when his msg came in around 8pm plus i told him i no longer had the ticket with me anymore cos I thought he really mean it when he said he is no longer going...

Haha, there i managed to tricked him then making him felt so worried when he realised I had threw away the ticket...after the earful scolding, i then told him if can't bear to leave me alone watching the movie by myself then i shal see him @ 9.15pm outside the theatre lol. So there I am waiting for him to arrive lor but while waiting I had a surprise call from Mr Kind asking where I am and is it possible for him to come join me and Mr Loyalty for the movie?

As I am fine with that so agreed to let him join us, meanwhile I go check out if it is possible to let the three of us sit together...but to my disappointment there weren't any seats available so decided to call them up and inform them. That call to them starts to anger me already....tat Mr Kind says he needs to go to the supermarket to get some food but that time it as already 9.20pm le lor, then on the other side Mr Loyalty told me he won't be able to make it for the movie cos he is still waiting for bus to arrive...so tat means I gonna watch it alone la since both cant make it!!!

In the end I had no choice but to bring the 2 tickets to the counter and asked if i could have them refund since my 2 friends will only reach in another hour's time...the staff was ver helpful by giving me 2 complimentary pass that can be used till August 2008 so then I left the place and called up the 2 idiots. Somehow Mr Kind was impressed when he realized i had the tickets exchanged for 2 complimentary pass but tat was clever eSther lol...haha.

Soon Mr Loyalty called me again and I was actually hoping he could could me and Mr Kind for dinner but he refused and insisted to go back home...i was so angry that i shouted at him and ask him wan go back, go back la! I then went ahead to Sushi Tei with Mr Kind but cos the kitchen staff over there had been closed so we both had no choice but to leave the place...and just when we were about to leave, there came Mr Loyalty.

So there the three of us were @ Burger King having some light bites...after so actually all intended to go back home but we had a sudden urge to catch the 10pm movie - "Sex and The City" so there the three crazy us, started running towards Golden village...had the 2 complimentary pass exchanged for 2 admission ticket and purchased another for Mr Kind then quickly went into the theatre, hoping not to miss any part of it.

Glad we all managed to catch this movie, especially me whom had wanted to watch it so badly since it was released. Thanks to both Mr Kind and Mr Loyalty for accompanying me to watch it...truly appreciate their good thought. =)

What a close shave!!!

2008-06-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

Wow, it almost scares me off lor but luckily "老天爷是疼我的" cos I know he sure wouldn't want me to go watch movie alone one lor.

After my work at NETS came to an end, I took bus 16 and then went down to Plaza Singapura to check out if there are any more available seats for the movie - "Sex and The City" but to my shock, there was a long queue lor thus i decided to give that movie a miss and went over to Cafe Cartel to meet up with my sis whom was having project discussion over there.

Thanks to my sis whom gave me yummy food treats over there...but my stay wasn't long cos soon I left the place and took a bus down to Wisma Atria to meet up with Dave whom is doing shopping over there. Soon met up with them over at Sony Gallery and stayed there for almost an hour before going over to TOPSHOP to look around.

While shopping, i received a call from Alex...it was a call from Vietnam and he called to inform me that he had settled down over there and how awesome the place was. That really came as a surprise to me cos he is away in Vietnam for one week's business trip so i didnt expect he would call me to report his well-doing...it was reallly sweet of him, lor.

我被感动了。。。

2008-06-10T15:44:00.004+08:00

今天下午乘我在工作的时候，无意间看到了一张很有趣的文章，深深感动了我，于是决定和大家一起分享。

“老天把一扇门给关了，他会给你留一扇窗户的，只要我们身体健康，大脑还没有失去控制的话，我们相信上天不会让我们走上绝路的，相信自己，这只不过是时间而已，有了时间，我们可以从头再来，人活这一辈子，就是要向海水一样，有大起，就有大落，这样的人生才是活得精彩。一个平静的海面不会让人去更长时间的去欣赏它的澎湃。

每个人都有自己心中的打算，不管将来怎样，都要努力面对现实，现实不会去同情落者，只有把自己不断的在时间和岁月的考验下，我们才有钢铁般的意志和毅力去为了以后的将来而不断的去奋斗的探索! 失败并不可怕，可怕的是你面临失败，所带来的消极情绪和对未来的迷惘。为什么有"成功"二字呢?就是因为只有不断的自己去尝试，和不断的失败，先人们才总结出"成功"二字。我相信，只有先失败了，才有以后的成功，如果现有成功，我们活在世上的所有人都活的那么顺利，我们的社会和国家就不会发展的这么快。”

我反复从这篇文章领悟到一些人生的道理。它似乎告诉我一个人的潜力是无限的，但就只能靠你自己去开发并且相信自己是最棒的，才能把心中那独特的潜能发挥出来。最后也从中了解另一个道理：“命运掌握在自己的手中", "一分耕耘一分收获”。

eSther pOor like hell.....

2008-06-09T11:46:00.000+08:00

haix, me this time really poor like shit lor...have to settle my own bills and own living expenses. Worse of all, the money my mum owe me haven't return to me yet, the salary I worked in my IAP also haven't come in and plus the $1200 bursary also dunno eiligible anot??? Arrgghhh...if still go on lidat i sure gonna suffer sia!!!

how come my life so pathetic sia??? no money very miserable lei...how to survive for 4 days for just a $10? Haix, when is all my money coming back to me??? I really need money urgently lor...I wan my $1200 bursary, i an the $120 my mum owe me, I wan the money given by the government, I wan my salary for my IAP....once i had all those back, I PROMISED I WILL SCRIMP AND SAVE THEN SPEND MY MONEY WISELY!!!

I PROMISED LOR!!!

The night was great

2008-06-08T21:07:00.005+08:00

Yesterday night was really great but first I am really sorry to all my friends for being so drunk yesterday at PLAY. I guess this was the first and last time I am drunk bah cos I used to hold my liquor well but dunno how i got myself so drunk lor, dunno if I were too happy to party with my friends or over some relationship problems I am having...haix. =(

There I got myself at PLAY around 10pm to get the free entry chop and then waited inside for Eiji and Darryl to arrive. Erm, once Eiji arrived we both then went over to Maxwell to have some light bites while waiting for Darryl to come. While waiting saw Kent whom came over to join us and shortly I also received an sms from Eric that he had reached PLAY so thus all left Maxwell and went in to PLAY to meet up with the rest.

Before we get into the fun, ordered a total of 4 jugs of drinks...2 Vodka Ribena and 2 Vodka Orange then brought it over to our table near the dance floor and then I went over to Eric's table to say hi to them. Before the night really started, I was already half drunk liao lol but i guess it could be the vodka campbelles cos I had alot from eric's table and also from Eiji's friend's treat and cos it was 4-6 sips at one go, thus it was too much for me till i couldnt take it anymore.

Sorry but to say I was badly drunk around 1am plus until the rest of the night I was not at the dance floor but somewhere around PLAY vomitting...i think i also went crazy lor cos heard from friends i was shouting around and partly the reason was cos i am shouting cos tat stupid dave promised to come but in the end did not so i was abit angry that he left me alone there.

But glad a few friends like Wallace, Kent and Darryl was there for me or else I really dunno what will happen to me lor...the night ended pretty early for me cos it was only 2am when Kent sends me off to the cab where I head down to my bf's place for the night cos based on my current situation I cant be going back home or else my mum wouldn't allow me to go clubbing from then on lor...haha.

Below are the photos taken tat night...enjoy. =)

Sorry...

2008-05-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

My mood really suxs the whole of the afternoon lor, so badly that it actually keep on going even though i am already in school and same goes when I met up with Steve and Dave over at Far East...but there i didn't express it out but just continue my shopping with the both of them...

My emo~ness gets severe when around 7pm I am already feeling very hungry but yet we cant go for our dinner cos Eiji haven't finished his gym workout yet so had to wait another hour or so lor...there came my mood being affected cos the anger in me has been triggered by the hungry stomach i am having at that moment but the two guys just happily enjoying their shopping from Far East to CK Tangs and then to Wisma Atria, Taka and lastly went all to the way to Centrepoint to see the formal shoes but in the end didnt buy anything...so thus we all left the place and finally we can go over to Wisma Atria's Food Republic to meet up with Eiji to have our dinner.

Thanks to the auntie whom was selling the Fried Fish Soup...she gave me a very big serving of fried fish and lots of my favorite seaweed until the two guys envy me lol saying auntie biased why give me such a big serving whereas they both one so little...so i was like paying for only $4.50 for 2 bowls of fried fish soup with extra serving of seaweed and the "鸡蛋丝" without paying additional cost...shortly Eiji came and joined us to have dinner together before going over to cineleisure to check out any nice movies for us to watch. But after 20mins of browsing, we realized all new moives will only be up tml so meanwhile there isn't any so thus all hang around outside CHEERs store for awhile before going back our respective homes....

To the guys, sorry for my emoness just now but i am really very sad over some things and plus the quarrel i had with my mum earlier in the afternoon back at home that makes me so emo until most of the time i am walking along behind them...i sincerely like to apologized to Steve and Dave for me being emo but just hope to ask for forgiveness from them and hope they do understand how i felt at that moment....

..::mYsTiC LiFe::..

Another great day...

steamboat dinner @ Bugis

Good day...

I felt useless...

I am hurt...

tired feet...

Interesting website...

poor me...

sianz..

Sales Job...

Long Day...

A Day @ Sentosa

Tired....

HaPpy Moments Together

Our K.L friend...

HaPpy Finally...

*_* Emo Me *_*

Good Day...

An Enjoyable Evening...

Fun Moments...

Job Interview...

Busy Day...

sianz...

I am surprised...

Sisters Outing @ Suntec

It was a SUCCESS!!!

Busy sunday...

I am speechless...

Old friends meet up...

A New Learning Experience..

Dinner @ Dempsey Hill...

Unlucky me...

I am back...

Another Interview...

Enjoyable day...

Thanks mum..

Busy Day...

Fun Day..

Happy Night...

A Day Out with mum

Great Day

Stupid Me...

Was it enjoyable?

Thanks Alvin..

What should i do???

Tired night...

Night out...

Sorry for my unfilial...

K.L Trip : Day 2

K.L Trip : Day 1

Thanks mum..

I am sick...

Movie Again...

Singapore's Birthday....

Great day???

I am back..

thanks for everyting...

happiness stay with me 4eva..

another great and happy day...

Busy but enjoyable day...

Another happy day...

A great day for me...

1 Day Batam Trip...

In J.B

boring, boring....

Would i regret?

night @ PLAY..

A night @ Vivocity...

Epilepsy Attack

Busy night...

Movie Time...

FuCking Bitch!!!

A Day In Orchard...

A Bad Day...

Plan Cancelled..

Thanks friend..

Sad n hurting week...

One Day in J.B..

My shopping day...

_ Emo Me _

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