Thursday, October 16, 2008
☆ I felt useless... ☆ `
Out of sudden, i felt myself so useless...nothing seems to be going right for me at this moment. Haiz, till now still not able to find myself a good permanent full-time job and went for a few interviews but all the response back was not successful which makes me really disappointed.
I am just like an empty shell...really useless lor. No career, no relationship, no friends...felt so lonely and devastated now lor. Luckily i have my sales job @ KAPPA or else I really dunno how to survive sia...worse of all next month a few friends' birthday coming up and need to prepare gifts for them lor which really gives me headache lor...now everything needs $$ sia. My outstanding hp bills that amount to almost $400, the $500 i still owe Dave and the cash needed to buy friend's birthday gifts...
Haiz, i really dunno what can i do to make my life better??? I think the motivation that keeps me going is these few phrases...
"老天把一扇门给关了，他会给你留一扇窗户的，只要我们身体健康，大脑还没有失去控制的话，我们相信上天不会让我们走上绝路的，相信自己，这只不过是时间而已，有了时间，我们可以从头再来，人活这一辈子，就是要向海水一样，有大起，就有大落，这样的人生才是活得精彩。一个平静的海面不会让人去更长时间的去欣赏它的澎湃。"
"不活在別人異樣裏，學習看重自己，自在快樂，擁有不放棄的心，不放棄自己，找方法面對問題”，
人生歷程中不也是要有這種胸懷，不如意時更不能放棄自己，又怎能輕易的放棄生命呢?"
♥_♥ Face your past without regrets. Handle your present with Confidence.
And prepare for the future without fear!♥_♥
￡oVer*Ga￡™ signing off
EnTeRing In DreamLand @ 8:23 PM
☆ She ♥ herself, her £oVerBoy & her 2 cLose SiSteRs...☆
