After my work, went over to somerset tat area to meet up with william cos he is accompanying me back home to get myself changed and then later down to PLAY to club cos i want all my friends to accompany till i get myself drunk as my mood was really bad for today...
But didnt knew things start going unpleasant for me...when back at home I was getting myself prepared for my bath but didnt know i got myself locked out of my room and worse of all, my keys are all in there..tried to contact my mum n sis to ask if they place any spare keys outside but they said no. I then start to panic cos i need to be @ PLAY before 9.15pm in order to get free entry and it's already 9.05pm, how the hell am i going to be able to reach PLAY by 9.15pm sia???
In the end left with no choice but to go over to PLAY first to get the chop then later return back home to take my shower before going club lor...we both were really scared we will not be able to get the free chop so decided to take a cab down but didnt know there is CBD Charge of additional $3 lor...but we both chose to pay that amount rather then paying the $15 entrance fee to PLAY lor...
There we both are, being the first 2 whom got the free chop then after getting it I left the place and took bus 80 back home...thanks to shawn, i get to board the bus under bus concession lol. Back @ home, quckily took my shower but cos after doing so i m really hungry so decided to cook myself some instant noodles...all these while i was busy in the kitchen cooking so i couldnt hear my hp ringing so when i was about to leave to PLAY, i picked up my hp and saw alot of missed calls coming from Eiji, William, Shawn and Dave...
I called Dave back while waiting for cab...over the phone got scolded by him for not answering his call and make him feel like a fool doing nothing over at PLAY. The worse thing i got was when i finally reached there, wat he did was scolded me for not answering his call then the next moment told me he is leaving back for home...i was like WTF!!! If you wanna go home, tell me earlier then i would stay at home and not come down then.
But the hurting part was he left me just like that, just cos he is tired and needs to go home...where at that moment i needed him badly, he chose to leave. All i asked is him to stay and accompany me, to make me feel enjoyed such that i can forget the sad and hurt but in the end this is wad i get...i tried to make myself drunk but even after finishing the whole jug of Whisky Coke, i am still so fresh and alert. A few of my friends did offer me drink but still it cant get me drunk...in the end i left the place cos Eiji needs to accompany his date, william needs to find his happines thus i didnt wanna take up their time.
In the end, i walked all the way from PLAY to central that bus-stop to take NR7 back home...at tat moment, i almost cried out but had them controlled inside me cos i kept telling myself i gotta be strong but there I made a promise - NEVER TO CLUB UNLESS THERE IS SPECIAL OCCASIONS LIKE B'DAYS, as for Dave and the rest...I WANNA CUT ALL CONNECTIONS WITH THEM FROM THEN ON!!!
I am not trying to act "EMO" but this time I am really hurt...all i ask is them being there for me, to make me happy such that i can forget the pain and hurt I had but is it so difficult??? Whenever any one of them needed me, I give it all out but why is it that a simple request like cheering me up is so difficult to achieve???
MY HEART IS DEAD THIS TIME...THE CHEERFUL & JOVIAL ESTHER IS GONE FOREVER!!!
♥_♥ Face your past without regrets. Handle your present with Confidence. And prepare for the future without fear!♥_♥
￡oVer*Ga￡™ signing off
EnTeRing In DreamLand @ 4:24 AM
☆ She ♥ herself, her £oVerBoy & her 2 cLose SiSteRs...☆
SaDgaL's Proflie.
Name : EsThEr
Date aRRiVed : 06 April 1983
HorosCoPe : AriEs
CuRRenTly : Fresh NYP Graduate
FaCuLtY : Multimedia & Infocomm
mSn : asus83@hotmail.com
eMaiL : mapleaqua@gmail.com
.Pass This Sem With No Repeatition
.FamiLy HarMoNiZaTion
.HaPpY n CheErFuL eSthEr
.mY oWn PriVate CondoMiNium
.Had MySelf Settled Down
.World Peace
.4-leaf Clover Pendant(from Julia Roberts)
. a nEw HP
. Colour moi Life
.TrUe FrEnZ By Moi SiDe
.GraDuaTe SuCCeSSfuLLy
.mEeT mY "other half"
SaDgaL's WiShLiSt !!
..sMiLes With Me eVerYdAy
..sTay HaPpy AlwaYs
..a PuPpy Pomenarian
..new mobile phone
..M.A.C Lip Gloss
~thanks to myself~
..More Dangling Earrings
..500pcs Nice Nice Photo Album
..nEw wOrKing Bag
~thanks to myself~
..D.I.Y Bear from Esplandade for X'mas
~thanks to yuqing & joy, my 2 gals~
..new pErFuMe
..Maxi Eyes Colors
..160GB Pocket Hardisk
~thanks to my sis~
..see meteor garden
..Be 65kg by Dec 2008
..tour around japan
..iPod Nano(4GB)
..tat special b'day gift
~thanks yuqing & joy~
..new hp strappy
..haPpy eStheR
..Incanto Shine 100ml Perfume
~thanks dave, d loverboy~
..brown top @ Far East
..overseas trip with my loved ones
..new pair of shoes
..my long hair(trying very hard now!!!)
..FRESHLOOK Color Lens
~thanks loverboy~
